Fallen raindrops

2012-01-17T22:13:00.003+08:00

The weekend has been both good and bad to me.
good in the sense that wj and I went to catch the girl with the dragon tattoo.
it was an awesome poresome two and a half hours show
and i used the Shaw vouchers that I got from Jeffrey to watch it.
it was so worth it.
the show totally had a climax to the show unlike many others.
though there were a few sexual scenes, at least it did not overpower the plot of the story.
I initially thought that i had to top up extra because it was the weekends.
and weekend tickets will normally be priced at $10 each,
the vouchers were only worth like $8.
what's more it was an upgraded cinema with great seats!
but didn't like the arm rest which was so rigid.
the seats were like a hybrid between a theatrical style
and an amusement park simulator ride kinda style.
Theatrical in the sense that every row of seats were arranged higher than the previous ones,
so short people like me sitting at the back will benefit a lot.
and amusement park simulator ride style of seat because the feel of it totally resembled the one
at the USS for the Shrek ride.
so cool.
I also want to go to one more location this year.
which is the Film Garde @ Iluma,
it seems not impressive in every way but i just want to try it.
the next free movie we will catch will be at the new Eng Wah Cinemas!
have not used the vouchers won from the Mac's Monopoly.
overwhelmed with movie treats!
okay that's the yay part for the weekend.

the unpleasant part of the week was that a freaking bee stung me on sat.
and now i've got a red patch on my left elbow that's making it really itchy.
wj has been bugging me to go see the doc, but i hate docs.
yes, at the age of 21, i still am wilful.
i still remain on my stand that docs are detestable.
but many have been saying that as long i don't get like breathing difficulties,
or any other side effects than that should be fine. :)
hope the itchy patch just goes away soon.

the weather is killing me.
why can't it just stay cool and breezy.
that's the Singapore I love.

2012-01-10T23:11:00.002+08:00

We have entered 10 days into the new year.
but i still don't feel any buzz about it.
wonder if it's something to yay about or to nay about.
everyone is experiencing different things in their lives this period.
like the anxiety of not knowing what to do after ORD,
not knowing which school to go to after O's,
don't know if they will meet someone right in this new year,
don't know if they can last through their relationships this year.
so many obstacles people face each and everyday.
but i'm sure everyone has been there and done that throughout these 20 years of their lives.

i'm still swimming in my own pool for financial mgmt.
not knowing which direction i'm heading to.
apprehensive in starting an exam question,
because i know i will just be thrown into a whirlpool.
suddenly in mid course,
i wonder why i'm pursuing a degree.
will i really embark on a HR job in the end?
a career in teaching piano seems to be much more fulfilling
and money spinning job where I won't be bounded to a desk in future.
being a vagabond for a job seems quite appealing to my present state now though.
shall consider this in the coming year when i graduate.
there's still time to ponder over this decision.

2012-01-01T18:44:00.002+08:00

First day of the year! 2012!
we are moving forward quickly and becoming 22 soon.
had a sleepover at lydia's house yesterday as usual.
but due to many discrepancies, this might be our last stayover.
it's quite sad actually but good things will always come to an end someday.
we had our rounds of Jenga and half a round of monopoly.
food was definitely present with hk's yummy cheese cake,
healthy watermelon for digestion and yoghurt.
lydia even prepared hotdogs for us too!
had been craving them the previous day.
so timely!

as we begin a fresh start,
i reflect upon some places i wish to go this year:

Old Airport Road to try the famous beancurd
Chamgi Village to have seafood
Haw Par Villa before they change the concept
Science Centre to see dinosaurs (wonder how long it will still be there)
Newton Food Centre (the last time i went was like in 2008)
Thai pub! (wanna experience it)
bring fatty to have this fabulous chicken rice at Bukit Timah.

that's all i thought for so far.
i'm sure that there are many locations still we haven't seen.
just whether you have the time to go and explore.

2011-12-26T13:47:00.002+08:00

Happy Boxing Day!
it's not been very long since i last updated luh!
the girls were still complaining how long i have not updated.
since i'm waiting for lunch,
then a post shall be made.

yesterday was Christmas!
so went to church for the musical/drama, "Paper Smile"
it's quite true how everyone loves to fake a smile when you
never know how badly hurt the person is and wanting to die inside.
but actually it's very hard to know how hurt the person unless
they decide to open up and share it openly with you.
many people have different problems,
just to see how people take steps to overcome them.
looking at the people around me,
they seem to have a happy-go-lucky spirit,
just taking things as they come.
maybe is just our generation thing.
or maybe we have not faced up to it.

went for MI4,
the action was fabulous and kinda comical.
just like Rush Hour kinda feeling.
i like it when they inject funny elements into
an action-packed movie.
relives the whole tension and lightens up the atmosphere.
the silly boy fell asleep during the climax
and i purposely didn't want to wake him up.
so he was just complaining and grumbling after the movie,
why i was so mean and said how much he paid for the movie,
just to find himself sleeping during the climax.
haha.
i guess i'm looking forward more to Sherlock Holmes.
gonna catch it this Wednesday.
as expected, we are the movie going couple!
never fail to catch a movie every week
unless something crops up.
past month we didn't even catch a movie because of him
going overseas and having the bilateral exercise thingy.
but all's well now that he's having block leave!

i'm feeling great about the transit into the new year soon.
the feeling of not studying for the past few days was totally great.
you don't feel something just bogging you down.
just rest and relax and just chill with friends.
miss that kinda feeling!
can't wait to go shopping with the girls tmr too! :)

my impossible resolution for next year is to get 70 for all modules.
haha it's kinda hard but i will work towards it yea!
and next year i've got so many weddings to attend,
so it's time to shed some kilos so that i can buy more pretty dresses!
butttt....have not gotten sports shoes for myself yet.
haha. wish i could just get a treadmill to run at home,
but it's too space hogging.

2011-12-12T00:13:00.002+08:00

while waiting for running man to load.
here's a post.
thanks to lydia's tipper,
we managed to catch a glimpse of a lunar eclipse at Jurong Point.
in 21 years of my life, i've just heard eclipse but have not
seen what it really is in actual life or actually bothered to know what it was about.
just yahoo-ed it and there are two types of eclipse.

the first will be the lunar eclipse,
where the Earth is between the sun and moon,
blocking the sun ray's from directing it to the moon.
daddy said that channel news asia captured a really nice image of it yesterday.
we were at JP gazing upwards and after like 5 mins, so many people
gathered around to see the moon as though they knew what was happening suddenly.

second, there's a solar eclipse.
where the moon is between the Earth and the sun,
blocking the sun's rays from striking the Earth.

now i know this fact after 21 years.
it's not too late i guess.
haha.
some people started whipping out their iphones.
is like totally pointless when you just see like a white spot on the picture.
God knows what in the world is that when you post it in FB please.
heh.
but God made a very beautiful universe.
like these kind of beautiful things happen once in a blue moon
and because of these,
you will actually stop in your tracks and gaze upon nature amidst your hustle bustle life.

so yep,
this was the glance you can get at the moon with your naked eye.
the next time we will get to see the next lunar eclipse will be three years later.
i wonder where i will be gazing at it three years later.

2011-11-27T13:14:00.002+08:00

Okay I guess this is the only outlet I can tell it to

Because I doubt he reads my blog.

My friend's grandmom recently passed on

And because he was really sad he whatsapp me saying he needed a hug.

So I found an emoticon to give him a hug.

And he said he wanted a real one

So I thought if I were to attend the wake,

I will give him the consolation hug because ya, I guess it's appropriate

To console him that way.

But unfortunately,I didn't go down because of night classes.

And just went to church today,

(he's from church by the way)

Before I met him,he suddenly whatsapp me

Saying that I haven't given him a hug.

And I was like.... -.-

How awkward was that moment please.

I cannot possibly like out of the blue hug him right?!

He was like never mind and gave me a sad face on whatsapp.

I know he's really sad about his grandmom's demise,

But I seriously feel weird giving hugs to guys.

I don't have a hugging habit like Nikki.

Girls are still alright but guys will make me feel super awkward!

Today he treated me quite coldly,

But partly because I was quite busy today

So I had the opportunity to escape talking to him.

I feel like a terrible soul.

2011-11-24T23:34:00.002+08:00

was just thinking about these two words before i fell asleep last night.
love and respect.
do they always interlink with each other,
or it matters which word actually comes first?
When you love someone, naturally you will respect that person.
However when you respect someone, you not necessarily need to love the person.
Just like a teacher, you respect the teacher but need not love the teacher right?
But when you respect the teacher,
usually is because the teacher is really nice or they crack funny jokes in lessons.
You won't really wanna respect them when they always nag at you
and always go into bad mood swings.
You will just roll eyes and not bother about them right?
so that means no respect for the teachers
but just acknowledging the fact that they are there teaching you
and you greet them just for the sake of it right?

On the other hand,
loving someone will give you a higher chance of respecting the person.
not only you will not against the person's wishes.
when the person wants something else against your wishes,
because of your respectfulness and love,
you will just give in.

so which has a greater factor?
because you love the person
or because you respect the person more?
such a confusing thought.

2011-11-21T23:15:00.002+08:00

i looked at everybody else's blog and i realised i've not been updating mine.
zza also hasn't updated hers ever since zhikang came into her mundane life.
so here i am. back to blogging.
i read someone's blog about her boyfriend going to army.
and she was so freaking sad and all.
crying like the fountain.
okay i'm just exaggerating that part.
then i thought back and remembered the times when wj went to army.

it was not exactly a dramatic one.
but when he enlisted,
i was in KL for church camp. (kinda sad for him)
didn't see him off but sent him a text to tell him to enjoy himself there.
but that's about it.
i didn't feel much about it actually.
helped him to plan his birthday party,
sending out all the invites through FB and renting a car.

but after two weeks of in camp training,
we went out on a saturday and then on his birthday (which was the day he had to book in)
i was surprisingly VERY elated (at least much happier than i expected).
but on his birthday,
everything was very hectic and all.
didn't had much time to communicate with him and all.
and i felt disappointed when his friends offered to drive him back to camp
and he agreed.
which felt like the time spent wasn't there.
the feeling suddenly set in that night,
all the feelings of emptiness after two weeks.
kinda feel like a laggard.
or maybe it was the hormones problem.

which led me link to what nikki and I did for the five love languages test.
when both of us scored the highest for quality of time.
i guess it really matters to me the time i spend with my friends and family.
i feel very warm and happy when we go out together as a family for holidays
and even like simple gatherings with my grandma or for CNY visitations.
I'm so used to having many people around me and us doing things together.
In secondary school, i thought i will never get a boyfriend once because
i always liked going out in groups.
Going out one on one seemed very awkward for me.

Thinking back,
I used to not like people sending me home, used to not going out one on one,
but all seemed to change as I grew older.
Now on the other hand,
I think going out one on one is a much better thing to do to get to know a person better
but sending me home is a can do it but money wasting thing to do.
used to negotiate with wj that if we go home after 9pm then allowed to send me home.
all these conditions will just sooner or later fade off and all will be forgotten.
just like what xy and zk are doing now,
having a shared piggy bank for their dates.
sometimes you just wanna laugh at them but before you do,
it seemed like it happened to us before too.

2011-11-02T00:14:00.003+08:00

I'm officially 21 years and 4 days old.
I feel very old suddenly.
and I think at our age,
chalet is a no no already.
we slept at 4 plus after playing taboo and indian poker.
slept till almost 9 before we woke up to check out.
can feel the whole body deteriorating.
haha.
went home to sleep from 12 to 6 and woke up for dinner.
and then from 11pm to the next day at 9am.
the whole body just felt so nua.
fatty was even worse please.
at the age of 22 years and 4 months,
he slept from 4pm till the next day at 10am.
look at who's the ultimate winner.
so i say, age plays a part man.

and i haven't climbed Singapore's tallest hill yet.
i want to do it soon!
but due to the rainy season now,
i guess it's really hard to fulfill it soon.

pictures of the party are all uploaded in FB.
have a look!
i had great fun!
it's fun when people actually follow your theme.
and i hope they liked the cake.
i enjoyed their presence really much.
it's hard to meet up with poly friends
when sometimes there are not much activities that a
big group of people can do together.
having similar free time also is an essential part.

i know it's really random to say this.
but i still wanna say it.
whenever fatty goes outfield, i'll feel really sad.
because he wouldn't SMS me as often.
but he takes time to call me before he sleeps
just to ask how's my day.
sometimes simple questions like these
might seem insignificant,
but it touches the heart of someone who really needed that question.
even simple things like have you eaten will make the person happier.
at least i was.
:)

2011-10-11T22:27:00.002+08:00

I quite like life as it is now.
seems so relaxing with 3 days of school.
study at home during the breaks and go out occasionally.
this is life man.
haha.

i kinda forgot what i wanted to say.
just got so distracted after hearing some songs on youtube.
oh dear.
maybe i'll rmb after awhile.
currently addicted to Bruno Mars, "Count on Me"
Love that song!
Count on me! :D

2011-10-06T16:36:00.005+08:00

school's been great.
love the tue and wed break with no classes.
makes me feel so rejuvenated for thurs and fri!
cramming all the modules in one day
like Myrin is really no joke.
not that she wants it like that but is really no choice for her.

everyone is so saddened by the death of Steve Jobs.
it's literally plastered everywhere on Twitter and FB.
even people like me who don't read the news will get to know about it.
that's the goodness of media for us.
all the information just get into our ears without much effort.
he has lived his life well.
contributed so much to the society and gaining their respect.
had a good chance of seeing him "live" once though.
not a good long look but just a glimpse of the star was cool.
i just wondered why he never got married though?

this month is really a month full of birthdays!
week after week birthday parties every sat.
it's hard to avoid them.
sometimes you contradict yourself on whether you should be sociable.
haha.
not knowing the person too well doesn't suit my style actually.
i prefer friends who can be long lasting and always keep in touch.
touch and go friends make me feel very edgy.
it's just me perhaps?

now i'm finally gonna post the picture of the nice clouds from aussie.
it includes the vineyard and we had free tastings of the wine and cheese.
awesome weather to have these fabulous food.

okay this is a random part of the post.
but i'm really happy she found someone she loved.
though he might possess many flaws,
it just needs some time to get used to it i guess.
the statement that got to me was,
"I can't imagine myself kissing another person than him."
i think that's the sweetest thing she ever said of a guy actually.
haha. I hope this relationship do last! :)

2011-09-29T16:50:00.002+08:00

back from australia means back to reality again.
loved the breezy weather and all the OTOT feeling.
it's much different from the hectic schedule you get with tours.
it's always much easier with someone who knows the way and where to go.
and i got to drive on the Aussie roads!
how fun!
the cars there are much much more courteous than Singaporeans.
they don't honk when you're slow or when you cut the lane at the last min.
the scenery there were breathtaking too!
took some photos of the clouds and they looked like photoshop effects.
will upload soon.
a pity the things there are pretty steep in price
so like everything's costing a bomb.
we had like instant noodles for dinner
and Milo cornflakes for breakfast with milk.
lunch was inevitably settled outside
if not what's a holiday right?

school has been really cruel to me!
firstly, i can't pay up online to London.
emailed them like 4 times and still no response.
no payment means no study guide.
no study guide means no need to study.
secondly, cause i missed first day of school,
i didn't collect my notes.
and because of that, i only can take my notes on Monday.
no notes equals not taking notes in lecture
and equals me being lost.
yes that's to summarize how school has been for me.
been so lost today when i see so many people at school.
luckily there's peihoon to tell me where to go.
suddenly when the new building is open,
all seems so foreign.
tomorrow i gotta guide myself to school.
no friends equals boring lesson.
rawr.
i seem to rant a lot about school.

okay let's rant about friends.
my friends have been so mean and go out on a picnic without me.
how mean right.
must emphasize how mean they are.
rawr.
stupid friends.

so hungry already.
when is dinner gonna be ready?

2011-09-15T22:59:00.004+08:00

An unexpected news received from Lydia this morning
That her grandfather passed away.
She must be feeling really sad though she said she was okay.
She's a person who loved her grandparents so much.
Out of the four of us, I think she's the only who is really bonded
With her cousins and other relatives.
I would also want to raise my kids up to grow close
To their uncles, aunties and cousins.
But that is if the relatives are really nice and all,
Not those who will go gambling or treat people really mean kind.

Sometimes is really awkward how you will know a distant relative's story
from some other relative and yet during cny, you just gotta pretend that
you didn't hear of the story and just act blur.
Human nature I guess.

My manager is a really cute and girly person for her age.
She's nice but sometimes too straight forward.
Not a fake person I would say.
But being a manager is really tough.
Her husband also works in the same company as a manager
and they have a daughter.
Both of them will easily have 10k each month and live in a condo
but she said that once all of them reach home,
each of them will just lock themselves in to do their own work till almost 1 am
with no or little communication in the house.
I won't consider it a home in the first place.
When you want to put career first, that's the sacrifice you need to make I guess.
And she asked me to think of a tag line!
Is like I'm not a very creative person and you want me to think of a tag line!!
Oh gosh! I'm so doomed tmr!

My eye infection is getting worse.
I think I'm going to be blind soon. :(

2011-09-14T23:07:00.002+08:00

Going to work for the next three days.
It had been a wet Wednesday today.
Pouring as though God was really sad and crying non stop.
I got all soaked when I had to teach piano at sembawang.
An umbrella wasn't good enough to shelter you
And the wind was blowing like a typhoon.
I feared my umbrella will just fly away!
Super duper cold when I reached.

I feel that guys are a weird bunch at times.
They are very unlike girls who will scream out loud
The person that they like or what the person has done for them.
Probably they're shy or just don't wanna the whole world to know.
It's hard to dig down deep into their heart sometimes.
Dont understand what and how they think.
Probably they also think girls are a pretty weird bunch too.

2011-09-12T12:18:00.002+08:00

oh man. i thought i could enjoy my holidays properly.
it doesn't really seem so since school's starting in a WEEK?!
freaking me out.
but i proudly say that i'm a Year 2 student already!
been doing loads of stuff this sept.
i thought i could like go jogging and what not.
but apparently, my stupid sports shoes gave up on me
when i went jogging with lai yee that day.
rawr. there goes my plan.

hate it when all the nonsense people start tagging on my box.
they are just trying to help me update my box i guess.
wonder who checks out my blog anyway.
but who cares? i'll just blog.
nikki's bugging me about twitter
but i don't FB much, just like to stalk people.
and blogging is even worse.
haha.
i'll still consider that idea though.

3 weeks have passed so quickly.
i've been donating loads of money to Cathay to let me watch movies.
can't wait to watch Johnny English next week though!
i like weekdays when i can slumber till like 1030 in the morning
and do things OTOT.
i will strive hard to study my best in Year 2 okays!
i've got lydia to do MSM with me,
financial mgmt and marketing with pei hoon
but only doing the last mod on my own.
oh well, hope I meet good people in class.
they always clique together, it's hard to merge in with this kind of people.
and those people who are alone, they might be quirky weirdos.
haha.

have you ever realised Singapore is SO small.
always going the same area.
so tired of always thinking where to go every weekend with wj.
that's why we always opt for the movies instead.
how come lam seem to get shoes and everything so easily,
but after much hunting, i still don't buy anything.
heh.

but i loved our outing yesterday,
you could see everyone's faces were very tired.
like joseph's reluctance to book in,
kang hao's shag face from flight,
kenny and hong kuan's sian face,
the girls were the chirpy ones though,
as usual but probably they were tired too.
but you could tell they were happy.
i loved the feeling of coming together again after so long,
though it didn't seem long, we counted back and it was 4 months!
the feeling of going out in a big group
always give me a sense of warmth and loads of vibrancy.
probably it's just how you feel when you have a family of 5.

i'm finally going to play SIMS after wanting to play but dunno why,
end up not playing!
i think the FB's sims is kinda lame though.
haha.
FB games have never been my interest except for monopoly!
i love monopoly! :D
miss our countdown session with monopoly!

2011-08-14T21:58:00.002+08:00

Okay I dunno if what I'm typing will come out right cuz I'm using my mobile.
And it refuses me to type in the compose section but appears fine for the edit HTML.
as fast as July ends,we are already in mid august.
Celebrated daddy's and silas' birthday at jumbo seafood.
It has been a long time since we sat down tgt to have dinner.
Appreciated the moment and we had the opportunity to watch the fireworks at Clarke quay.
It was beautiful and I particularly liked the one with the heart shape.
If only I had my camera working though.
A few months old baby but it suddenly malfunctioned on national day
After I uploaded some photos onto my com.
It suddenly could not turn on and I initially thought it was a flat batt.
Didn't know canon had such quality or probably it's just me.

12 more days before work ends and it has been quite fun
Because I've been playing games on my laptop.
Is not that I don't do my work but rather nobody assigns me much
Since now the new office has a new no paper policy.
Work no doubt gives you money to move on in life
But it also makes you not stop and enjoy the things around you.
What I observe everyday is just ppl rushing to work,rushing work
And rushing back from work.
There's no end to it anyhow.

Someone reminded me of a very good phrase which I've long forgotten.
Men will fail you but God will never fail you.
It's helpful to know that people cannot be counted on all your life.
Is also due to the fact people are not perfect and that they will err.
But sometimes is no point holding onto someone so dearly
Cuz ultimately they might not be your everything afterall.

2011-07-31T00:00:00.002+08:00

July is passing too quickly for me.
a wink of an eye and it has reached the end of the month.
work is driving me nuts.
though it makes time pass quickly, it nevertheless sucks out my energy too.
everyday is the same old routine.
i guess it's admirable if you could ever have a work life balance
what more having a family.
imagine you go to work and at night you have to cook
and clean the house.
i guess i will just stick to my ambition of being a housewife.
haha.

working makes me even forget my friends' birthday
and really very difficult to catch up with old friends.
i still prefer studying in school.
is just that last 2 years i have to cherish now.
unless i continue staying back in school.
hee.

i recently moved to the new office at IBP.
it's spacious but less privacy because slacking will
be difficult as we're sitting together as a dept now.
unlike the one in Tuas, where we sit at a different place from them.
but i guess this has got to be the longest time since I made friends.
as you know the anti social me hasn't known anyone from uni
apart from my poly mates.
so coming to do a temp job has gained me 2 new friends.
as fast as they come, their last day was yesterday.
work will become boring once it starts on monday
because there won't be anyone to slack with anymore.
boohoo.
life still moves on and i count down to 3 more weeks
before i end my term there.

results will be coming out on the 23 aug
and i'm totally getting the jitters.
it's no use i guess since is like over and all.
just take it as it comes.
sounding like an emo kid.

2011-07-02T23:38:00.002+08:00

time to do a little update!
working has been so- so recently.
caught a cold and having a bad cough.
must have got it from fatty.
!@@#$#$%%^
hahaha.
my ex supervisor from attachment
has involved me in a few projects.
but as a noobie i don't know much about how things work,
so is like i have to go and learn it on my own.
and those other people from the dept think i should be quite capable
but actually i dunno any shit at all luh.
so what to do, just gotta go find out on my own.
is good that my supervisor is making me come out of my comfort zone
because after all he knows that i will be making HR my future.
so yea, good to learn early.

is good to also see that my Piano Ensemble is doing fairly well.
saw their camp pictures and indeed it has grown alot.
just hope that the members will continue to stay united
and not like be so irregular.
after all, you know that musicians have weird temperaments right.
just like how i was cock eyed to choose that stupid president.
fortunately my vice president held the fort strong.
so thankful for him. :D

now i'm having a really big headache because i really dunno what to wear
for commissioning ball.
everywhere is like selling maxi dresses which i fairly know well
that the short fart me cannot fit into.
boo is in like 2 weeks!
can't find anything today.
hope can find one soon.
*cross fingers*

and i managed to get tickets for transformers tomorrow!
fatty's so excited to watch it and so am i!
just hope that it wouldn't be a disappointment considering
that it would last for almost 2 and a half hours.
:)

2011-06-24T21:12:00.004+08:00

first off,
gonna reply pizza here:
no, PIZZA NG! i have not gotten a dress for comm's ball
because i seriously donno what to wear!
and i've got no time!
unless we wait till like next friday or smth?
oh nooooo. you'll be in aussie.
ah craps.
i'll drag my nikki to go shop with me kays!
hello nikki say yes! :D

okay let's continue.
today was my company's family day.
and i was so damn happy that
at least there were 2 other temps to go around with me
if not the adults were so boring!
they came earlier than 9 to finish up their work
and they didn't really play games and stuff.
just get stuck in the office to do their work.
boring right? i know!

the three of us went to redeem everything on the coupon,
from food to games to goodie bag and the most impt thing - LUCKY DRAW!
this is like the most fun family day ever
because is like we won loads of stuff from the games.
one of it was a Loreal foundation.
i managed to con the guy to give the foundation and the refill.
he doesn't know much about foundation, which was quite obvious
and he just said yes to everything i said.
haha.
we had a plant tour,
to see their latest product, Venflon.
to see how they assemble the products
to be sent to hospitals is really fun.
just a pity that they did not send us for the tour
to see the other products.
but i've seen it during my attachment days,
so i know how's it like in there already. :D

and the happiest thing ever....
i worked there for merely 3 weeks
and i was lucky enough to win the fourth prize for the lucky draw.
I GOT A DSLR CAMERA!
i thought like it will never get to me!
but IT DID!
so so so happy.
i've been handling the camera the whole time.
not really used to it yet though.
i'll bring to take peektures for pizza when she flies off tomorrow. :)
i'm loving it!
yay!

2011-06-19T21:06:00.002+08:00

second week of work has passed.
the three of us are so efficient in our work
that now they are throwing us those stuff that are actually not necessary to do
but just to do for the sake of it.
don't know whether we can last till august or not.
haha.
my first pay will be coming in soon!
this month spent sooooooo much.
on clothes and shoes before i started work,
fatty's birthday present and his dinner.
i kinda picked a toooo attas place
and the total bill was like $113!
haha suck thumb lar.
and today i spent $40 on mango jeans!
i finally managed to get it at the right size
and saved $30! :D
so proud of myself.

and what was $30 used for??
we watched green lantern ytd and today,
since his book in time was 930,
we had some time to catch kungfu panda!
awwww it was sooo cute!
though the movie had a really simple storyline,
which is understandable because it's for children
after all, Po's jokes and actions never fail to make
both adults and children burst out laughing.

we also went to watch Newcastle match against Singapore yesterday.
although it's under 15, the match was quite exciting.
there's this guy from hong kah sec,
and he scored the third goal you know!!!
so proud of my junior but i don't know him personally.
HAHAHAHA.
unexpectedly that Singapore would actually make a comeback for
the last few mins.
because i thought it would be as boring as the match
we watched last year where China was against Singapore.

this week spent so much time with fatty.
missed those times where we could go out anytime we wished.
not meeting him often also has its benefits though,
we would have more to say to each other
and would grow fonder i guess.
he's kinda pass out soon! :D
can't wait!

2011-06-12T21:43:00.002+08:00

one word to describe my first week at work - FUN!
work is fun because of the two other temps in the office
and there are always sooooo lame!
they are really nice people to work with
although at first they seemed really quiet.
working there can save money on food
because you can easily buy cai fan with 3 dishes at less than $2.
free transport provided though i prefer to go to work
on my own because the bus stop is just downstairs.
fatty says first time he hears someone so excited about
going to work everyday. haha.
i sometimes even get free food when foreign delegates
come to the Asia Pac office.
the refreshments are really good,
the soon kueh and siew mai are yumyum!
the tea made by the auntie is fabulous as usual.
similar to what i had 2 years ago.
fatty suggests that i should work there my whole life.

as a temp i guess it would be fun,
but the people at Asia Pac are quite dao.
they just mind their own business and only lunch time
they will ask you along to have lunch.
other than that the department is not as cohesive
as the HR in plant.
when i go back to plant next week hopefully it'll be better! :)

went for my tutee's birthday party today.
organized the games for her.
my ears nearly went deaf with all the little children screaming in my ears.
that's why i never choose to teach boys for my tutees.
they are so rowdy and can never speak in a normal tone.
must scream their lungs out then they happy.
but is good that i had those children as my companions
if not i don't know anyone there at all.

my second week of work! :D
hope time ticks quickly!

2011-06-01T13:43:00.002+08:00

ohhhh it's time to work soon.
not that i'm dreading it.
but actually nikki has a point,
if you don't work,
staying at home would save you transport costs
and also food costs. especially when my mommy
always cooks.
but it'll be tricky when you go out shopping
and the money you saved staying at home
would be gone into the items you buy almost instantly.
haha so nikki,
maybe you should work afterall!
:)

everyone's quickly getting a job.
it's like the firms have immediate vacancies for those on holiday.
next week it'll be my turn to start work.
i hope it would be smooth sailing.
although i don't know many people there,
it's been a long time since i made a friend.
no kidding kays.
i've lost the touch of what's it like to make a new friend.
when you reach this age,
only close knitted friends matter
since these new ones won't really go out with you
or listen to your many problems.
new friends will just be there to help you
find jobs during your breaks or just be an accompaniment.
maybe i might change my opinion
after i start working.
it doesn't harm keeping an open mind though.

i finally watched pirates with my CG mates.
it was a long time since we caught a movie together.
and it was a long time since i watched a movie without ah fat.
hahaha.
pirates was not too bad.
Jack Sparrow never fails to keep up with his sense of humour.
just that we waited so long after the credits to watch a 2 min aftermath
of the show.
i guess there would be a sequel coming up soon.
the next must watch i guess would be
X-Men, Harry Potter and Transformers.
June is always filled with these blockbuster hits.
if what Nikki says about Passion Card is true,
i'm so gonna make full use of it before July comes!

Happy holidays!

2011-05-15T16:19:00.002+08:00

OH MY OH MY!
just need an outlet suddenly.
there's this junior that's getting married.
this is all too weird.
the partner seems like an old fart though.
wonder if it's shot gun or like she willingly wanna marry him.
she got that desperate wanna marry so early meh.
so many other stuff to think about like
buying a house, paying loads and loads of bills.
freaking crazy.
donno what's going on in her mind?
okay i shan't judge.
haha.

2011-05-11T22:56:00.002+08:00

EXAMS ARE OVER!
now you will see my blog springing alive all of a sudden.
so many spams i'm getting.
wonder who are the fellows who created this crap.

GE is over and the discussion is over rated
so i shan't delve into the topic.
econs really sucked my life away.
it's quite expected i'll fail.
i'll never get a job in the parliament.
haha.
but oh wells,
it's time to relax my brain cells all these months.
i can play my favorite SIMS now!

first time taking exams at the Expo is kinda like
a big scale of O levels.
it's kinda cool with many people in it
but they take hell of a time counting scripts.
so i just do my little observations.
i realised that they always say that
girls tend to be more meticulous.
however, everytime they collect the scripts,
some girls would be either tying their scripts up slowly
after the time is up and making the invigilators wait
or they would be running after the invigilators because
they forgot to write their question numbers on the front cover.
i seldom see guys do it.
or maybe they are just not that thick skin to do so.
egoistic man, i always call them.

one thing about men i dislike
would be them always shaking their legs.
i really wonder why they do it.
especially when they are eating at the same table with you,
and you feel the table shaking.
what enjoyment do they really find in shaking those legs of theirs?
i just feel like chopping them off.
haha.
not being feminist all of a sudden though.

let's see what we should do over the holidays.
read some books and increase my vocab perhaps?
i don't want to start finding a job so quickly though.
firstly, i don't lack money and secondly, i don't wanna spend
my life just working and studying.
i should have some time for myself.
spend some time watching some videos.
i'm estranged with the world already.
i've got a secret mission to do too! :D

i need to go into a shopping mood.
get some shoes and grey jeans (which was something i really wanted to get for a long time)
but i'm considering if i should just wait till the GSS?
it'll be like quite a heartache
if you got it at a high price and after that it goes for a 20% discount.
and nikki promises to go for a hair cut together!
my grassy hair needs to pull out some weeds soon! :)

june is the time to meet and greet everyone
who we have lost contact with.
so i guess it'll be very soon and results would be here
before school starts.
DOOMS DAY.
BWAHAHAHAHA.
happy studying for those who have not finished their papers.
and that goes out to people like Evon, Nikki and Lam!
all the best yea!

2011-04-07T22:43:00.002+08:00

really don't like those random comments on the tag box. not as though i have a really nice blog. what rubbish. going to school for 6 hours now seem like a chore. is like double the time i'm normally in school, the worst part is that you're facing the same person for 6 hours. i think amos' teaching in econs is totally useless, he makes me more stupid than what i'm really am. and he uses weird notations. i'm practically just stoning there for 6 hours, physically there but not mentally. i just cross my fingers that i can pass econs. he makes us feel really stupid, saying things like, "i marked 588 scripts, and nobody got this question correct" or things like, "you can memorize the answers i give you very well, but not what i said yesterday." he puts in a lot of sarcasm in his words. but he has a lot of jokes which were really quite funny. maths is something that i will be more confident in. if only econs was a half unit and maths a full unit. i'll be a much happier person. heh. today my tutee said something really cute, she said,"my mommy bought correction tape for me and it's from Japan, but hor Japan got tsunami how come they still can make them?" that's the innocence of a young child. how i wish i could start my life from square one again. back to primary school.

2011-04-01T22:23:00.003+08:00

sometimes i just detest adults.
i'm not afraid to tell you this particular person, my ex tuition kid's mama.
she was recommended by lydia's tuition agent.
(don't worry i'm not blaming you lydia. HAHA)
because since i stayed near her place,
it was more convenient to tutor her kids.
here's a little introduction about them.
the mother has 2 kids whom i tutor,
a primary 1 kid who doesn't have basic
foundations from kindergarten because
she didn't go for one,
and a primary 5 boy who
is just literally hoping to pass every year by
getting 50 and a little above.

so i tutored them for half a year till last oct.
and we stopped after they finished their exams,
the p1 girl flung all her papers, and was encouraged
by her teacher to stay back in p1 again.
however, the mother insisted in putting her into p2.
is like, what for?
she cannot even differentiate between her and she.
cannot form basic sentences properly.
what's the point in just forcing her to continue?
her p5 kid who is p6 this year ain't doing much better.
when i first came, she said he was much better than the sister.
then i realised it was the typical family tradition
of doting on sons more than daughters.
duh.
he wasn't very much different.
all the subjects didn't really do well either.
no matter how much i taught,
it was just difficult because they didn't have the
foundation in the first place.

so when i was supposed to go back last dec to teach them,
she said she didn't want me to teach anymore
because she said she was poor and couldn't afford to
pay their tuition fees.
190 for both kids? not affordable enough ahs?
she put them into the CC tuition classes because it's cheaper.
okay fair enough.

and she added me in facebook on the second tuition lesson,
although i don't teach them anymore,
i still didn't delete her as my friend.
so the main gist,
she recently renovated her whole house for $4000,
recently bought herself something expensively new
AND their family bought a new car!
how awesome right?
and you said you were poor.

you were willing to splurge on material items
and not on your own children's education.
i just don't see any head or tail to it.
maybe she didn't have much education,
because she couldn't form proper english sentences too.

and yet i have other tuition kids
who have parents who are willing to splurge on their kids.
is totally extreme!
send them for tien hsia language classes,
mental arithmetic classes,
piano classes,
comprehension classes,
mind enrichment classes.
all the nonsense stuff.
this is a good time to actually think,
how should i balance my child's life.
i won't want my child to be so burdened
by all these classes.
is too much stress for a little kid.
poor kiddos.

2011-03-27T21:56:00.004+08:00

just a quick post before school starts tmr. argh dread it. it's been like eons since i went to school. studying at home is so much more fun please. and we had our flea market! everything was selling off just because the price was $2. we found our new target market though....the maids!!! hahahaha okay cannot make fun of the maids. so mean. okay i'm going back to school now for 6 hours! 6 HOURS LEH! my cousin says it's a waste of time other than those commonsense exam tips. so i shall see what to expect tmr. i was hoping to skip class tmr so can go out with fatty, but on second thoughts, daddy paid the fees. so cannot be so bad yea. :) i'm consoling myself i know. heh. fatty's back! (skips with joy!) he has slimmed down much much i think his hip bone will show soon. must feed him more macdonald's!! and i finally get a new mp3! yay yay yay! after 5 months of waiting for its grand arrival. hehehe. and now we have similar mp3s! yay yay yay! i seem to be so high. you tell me about school and i will frown. boohoo. don't like school, only like to see people i know. hehe. so i'm just going to go with an open heart and mind. go there to see how the lecturers gonna entertain us with their boring speeches for 6 HOURS! always seeing them in videos are no fun. is like seeing a celebrity! okay sorry i'm going way out of line. be wary of April's Fool day yea! it's coming soon! :D sorry i dunno why it became like that. blogger don't like me! :(

2011-03-17T22:39:00.002+08:00

had so much fun going to surprise Nikki!
mommy and laiyee were like saying, "uhhh going to surprise again ah? not fun anymore luh!"
actually i really agreed with what they said because
it's like you'll definitely expect us at night.
but we still manage to come up with a brilliant idea!
though no birthday parties, i think we spent much more time together.
you could go over to her blog to see our successful surprise,
even mommy says it's prettay!

and i think i'm super useless leh.
this year i should learn to become more bold.
i think i'm quite a coward eh.
don't dare to voice out even when i know i'm right.
don't dare to argue when i'm being taken advantage of.
so timid.
rawr feel so useless.
always having laiyee to be my backer.
she's always helping me play the bad person.
thanks laiyee! :)
i'm always meeting scammers.
first the car thingy now insurance.
these stupid stumbling blocks ought to be shot down.

9 more days my fat fat is coming back.
yay-ness!

2011-03-10T22:56:00.002+08:00

i can't wait for soci paper to be over on monday.
so much information clogged up in the brain.
i just wanna regurgitate everything now.
it's now march and i've been wondering what i have really done.
like significant stuff, but i realised i've not done much.
the past three months just passed so quickly
and it seems to be just studying and more studying.
i guess that's what uni is all about,
just clogging up your brain with loads and loads of information.
and finding out more information on your own.
to realise how things link together.

i look forward to the days when exams are over!
i'll be even more happy if i managed to pass econs of course.
after exams, going out to work for 4 months doesn't seem like a bad idea.
:D

random thoughts here.
17 more days left!
can't the time just pass quickly! rawr.

2011-03-04T23:09:00.002+08:00

sorry for the lack of updates as usual.
haha.
prelims are almost over and i think i can't write quickly.
my handwriting is too neat.
heh.
soci will be coming soon and i must rush through like the whole essay.
i think the main point of degree exams is to just dive into the question.
be quick in thinking and accurate in answering.
a slow response like mine sometimes might cause some errors.

first time ever taking prelims in SIM.
the experience was really terrible vegetable.
firstly, who ever goes to exams not being assigned to venues
and yet you have to chiong to those exam venues to grab a seat
if not you have to go to the next exam venue to look for available spaces.
retarded right.
is like you're already super unnerved about exams
and yet you still have to find a space in the exam hall.
can't they just split people up evenly and this wouldn't cause a
stampede when the doors open?

secondly, why empty your pencil cases and place all the pens
and pencils all over the table?
i'm a neat person so seeing all the stationery lying around
i'll feel super pek cek!
i've resorted to just bundling my stationery in a rubber band
so i can just conveniently bring them for exams.

lastly, why does it seem like the tables are too low for me?
3 hours is killing my brain cells for one paper and probably
i keep looking downwards, my neck ached the whole day after the paper.
i wished i could use fatty's yoko yoko to soothe the pain.
the yoko yoko is really quite effective to use you know? :D

i must definitely learn to write faster.
write way too slow.
maths questions were not that difficult
but just because of time constraint,
it's really hard to be quick and accurate.

i had so much fun today!
although not having much sleep,
it was really eventful!
here's wishing pizza HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
you're the first to turn 21 among the four of us.
so many running around to surprise her!
i think she always gets the most surprises luh!
be thankful ah pizza! :)

time to sleep!

2011-02-16T13:06:00.002+08:00

it's been a long time since i've been so nervous
just choosing my revision classes for march and april.
it is much nerve wrecking than selecting for GEMs.
at least for GEMs there's only one to select,
this one not only for the module but also the timing.
is good that i didn't get any night classes that will end at 10pm
or any weekend classes on sats and suns.
who would imagine going school on a weekend?
so no life.
haha.
22nd april also was not taken.
public holiday is a very important date not to have a class too.
how time flies that it's gonna be june very soon!
can't wait to thrash econs and go up to year 2!
that is if i pass that is.heh.

i'm gonna to have a sushi buffet soon.
all the sashimi and sushi.
yum yum!
time to destress from the nerve wrecking moments.
that was an excuse.
hee.

2011-02-07T23:37:00.005+08:00

oh it's the season of stuffing!
with great food, snacks and company!
new year's eve was filled with a great array of mummy's best dishes,
crabmeat ball, my favorite pomfret fish and mutton curry.
super yummy!
cny day 1 was spent with fatty and his relatives
since i didn't have any program on that day.
travelling from place to place was fun
because we could take their cars from one point
to another.
but i had to go back for dinner,
so travelling from sengkang, which was the last stop for the day
to pioneer was really no joke.
and not to add that my mp3 just died on me officially.
kaput!
i think i had it for almost 2 years already.
i didn't even drop it leh.
i don't know why it just died on me.
boohoo.

laiyee is a great savior to lend me her mp3
since she has an itouch already.
i need to start hunting for a new mp3 now.
probably shall wait for IT show to come up
to get a great deal.
but thinking of all the squishing and squashing,
it's really a hassle.
cny day 2,3,4:
all over at different relatives' places,
from bukit batok to ang mo kio to farrer park.
these are trips travelled just once a year,
so i really don't mind them.
hee.

went over to jie yu's house too.
just felt like i'm going there just to get an ang pao.
for pizza, nikki and i just went to keep her company luh.
it was really long since i saw him,
really slim down a lot!
army provides excellent slimming services,
no pills, no medicine, guranteed success.
haha.
and how can we forget the girls' house?
lam wasn't in our pack this year, she pang-sehed us.
hehe.
i loved my monopoly deal the most already.
next time when we go out must bring again kays nikki?

just a little thought.
when you actually get so used to visiting your own family members
and suddenly, you have a partner,
you must accommodate them by visiting their family members too.
it's really hard especially when you're not the one deciding where you
will be going on what day.
so i guess clashing with the other party's schedule is unavoidable.

somehow i can't help but feel hurt by this particular person's words.
if coincidentally on the same day, both our schedules clashed where we were supposed
to reach 2 different destinations at the same time.
and since i already visited your side of the family the previous day and (mind you it was the whole day),
and we already planned for us to visit my side of the family that day,
i know how important your relative is,
but isn't mine important too?
will reaching later at your side kill you
since you actually told him last minute?
how could you say that he should just skip visiting my side of relatives
and go over to your own side?
i only needed him to go to one house, just one!
and once he just sat down not too long,
you just keep asking if he's coming over already.
i didn't want to add to the stress he was having,
but i appreciated what he did.
maybe i shouldn't have looked at the message,
i think he could tell my face changed that instant.

2011-01-22T00:01:00.002+08:00

oh and i see that people are still getting married at our age.
this is so so weird.
but the guy lives in quite a well to do family.
so i guess he'll be able to support his young wife
and serve NS at the same time?
how are they ever gonna survive?
i was quite intrigued by the report that
the government is trying real hard to encourage
people to get married early and have kids real early.
as much as i really want to get married early,
there's no stability in terms of finance.
if the society didn't require much paper qualifications,
i foresee myself in the work force,
hogging up money in the bank
and buy a house.

i won't be stuck here,
studying all the nonsense.
especially economics.
haha.
okay studying is good,
it increases your brain cells,
it enriches your mind,
it fills you with knowledge.
but some modules are just not my cup of tea.
if only i could have a customised education,
study the modules i deem that will be useful
and of interest to me.
heh.
being a little wilful here.
but sometimes,
it's good to whine your life away.

many people aren't making much friends in uni.
i guess people get tired of making more friends
when they are comfortable with the existing ones.
yet some people who do not have comfortable ones
go out seeking new ones in uni either from camps or ccas.
it's really cool when you realise your new found friend
knows your existing friend.
how small the world is as it closes in.

enough of random thoughts.
my week was way fun.
one day of school and many days of laughter.
coussie rented a hyundai avante,
exact same color and same model as ah boy's.
missed the times he will drive me around.
it's been months since he has done that.
oh anyway back to topic,
i'm taking darn long to post this up
just because i'm distracted with facebook.
she was driving and we wanted to go vivo.
and there was a split road which had the signs,
Sentosa Gateway and Vivocity,
and i guess she was too caught up with driving
that she didn't even see Sentosa Gateway,
and she just stopped short in the middle of the road!
=.=
my aunty and mom were totally freaked out.
i think they thought that would be the last day of their lives.
haha.
okay so mean.
but as an experienced person on cars with inexperienced drivers,
i thought that was normal.
heh.
the white bmw honked a really long one at us
and flashed his headlights at us.
luckily, he jam braked quickly if not the car boot's gonna fly.
it's either to thank the bmw for being so sturdy and quick
or the driver for being an experienced one.
haha.
okay i'm laughing at my own lame joke.

i suddenly have this random thought
to go on the streets, waving hi at people
i think who looks friendly enough to be my friend.
but come to think of it,
it's only when you're in school that is easy to get a boyfriend.
imagine you enter into the office to find a boyfriend.
that's gonna be kind of difficult.
unless your office is sosososososo huge that it takes you
1 day to travel from one end to the other of the office.
social network is important at the end of the day.
but too many friends sometimes makes you tired though.
oh well.

2011-01-09T22:12:00.002+08:00

it's almost 10 days into the new year.
many events have been in place.
been for 2 birthday parties so far.
and social night @ the army museum.
i think my life's kinda happening now.
don't think i'm an anti-social kid for now.
hehe.

i'm having this bimbotic idea of how would it be like
if somebody steals your boyfriend.
be it your closest friend or your close sibling.
because of that idiotic boyfriend changing his preference,
it strains a lot of relationships.
it's totally normal to lose your cool ain't it?
i know of people who date the elder brother first
and then the younger brother.
isn't it like totally weird?
if it's your close friend, at least is not that bad
when you people drift apart, but siblings?!
imagine at family gatherings and you see
your ex-girlfriend/boyfriend in the same house.
getting intimate and holding hands with each other.
i'll totally shun the whole family gathering altogether.
being open and liberal about it is good of course,
but it will definitely tug your heart strings i guess.
years of long term friendship or even your own bloodline
can be easily overthrown by something called love.
imagine me with like mok, nikki with fatty and lydia with jia long.
how weird our friendship will become.
i think it's good i don't have a sister.
now imagine auriel with jialong or esther with mok.
ewwww?
i thank God that we are all different in our preference for men.
though we might want the same kind of characteristics,
we very much seek other factors too.

i dunno why this random thought.
but i'll be hopping mad if someone steals fatty from me.
i'll scratch the woman alive.
haha.
and i remember this line from nikki....
"is not because wj loves you then i love you okay! i loved you before wj! 1..2...3...4...5 years!!!(smacks melly's face)"
that face was priceless.
but i guess her counting was bad.
it's already 8 years my dear.
heh.

another random comment.
i think it's really cool to have half of Singaporeans on Facebook.
but how come i can't seem to find my kindergarten friends in it?
i really wonder how they look like now.
i think the hardest people to connect with would be those little kinder kids
that you mixed with when you were 5 and 6 years old.
maybe they changed their names along the way.
haha okay that was a stupid thought.

2011-01-01T23:20:00.002+08:00

Just when i'm still absorbed into the christmas and new year mood.
all events whizz past so quickly without you realising.
it's too fast!
i'm being overwhelmed by the changes i have to adapt to this coming year.
practicing my piano for diploma
and studying the same things from last year.
the econs which i dread.
full of complaints and whines.
but nevertheless,
still have to press on.
find no source of motivation for studying.
maybe having zza's life at work would be even better i guess.
though mundane, you have your own time and target to
pursue the things that you want and
learn the knowledge that you perceive would be enriching for your mind.

new year was spent well.
an exceptionally, unique moment of my life.
nothing much to boast about.
but something i will remember for life.
it's only the first week of january
and i'm flooded with more and more things to do.
getting people's presents are a hassle,
when one gets older, the things they want
get bigger and more expensive.
many would say it's the thought that counts
but at the end of the day,
does it really?

parties parties parties
i'm attending my first 21st birthday tomorrow!
and 2 others this month.
i doubt i will hold one for myself.
it's too much a chore to organize all these.

2010 has been a meaningful year for me.
graduated at SP, started a new path for studies
and also many ups and downs with fatty.
we persevered and we will continue to persevere.
2011 will be much better i hope.
a brighter star shines forth.

it's time to sleep now folks! :D

2010-12-22T16:54:00.002+08:00

i feel the festive mood coming nearer each day
and no more studies get into the way.
it's good to have holidays!
i'm kinda worried for econs,
still failing the second test.
but my marks was kinda normal,
as i scanned through all the papers that the lecturer
placed on the table.
maybe i'm not that bad after all.
that's a lousy consolation.
hahahaha i should mug with lam or my cousin.
at least i know where i stand.
but just crap it first because holidays are 2 weeks
and it means rock and roll with Sims 3!

i gotta rebuild my house and family again.
but i enjoy the process of it.
to guys it's always a tiresome game and they don't find
the point of playing.

i totally can't wait for this week to pass.
pops and mom will be going over to china for 9 days
with zza and mom.
so that will mean my future ambition of becoming a housewife
will no longer be an ambition but reality.
i'm getting toured around my own house
as mom tells me to do this at this time and
that at that time.
washing clothes and mopping the floor will be a must.
a fortunate thing that i need not go to the market or cook.
i can't cook for nuts.
only maggi mee and cheese macoroni.
haha.

the days are just wheezing past and i'm afraid there's not much time left to enjoy.
can't wait to see the girls again after hmmmmm, since ehhhh....
watching easy A.
it's been quite a while already.
i wanna watch meet the fockers soon with fatty.
i think it'll be hilarious.

2010-11-30T21:27:00.002+08:00

Today is finally the second last day before the fatty comes back.
it seems like years since i heard from him.
these are some instances when i want time to pass quickly.

i'm grateful i'm not a technology reliant person.
being on the computer sometimes can be a chore.
facebook is the only website that sucks up most of my time.
looking at photos of others could be really interesting actually.
other than that, i don't have many other websites to be on.
i think i'm kind of a boring person.
haha.

i can't wait for the holidays to be here!
the lights at orchard road are beautiful.
partly because of them being pink at one stretch
but it totally brings in the festive mood,
giving people a motivation to end the year well.
i wonder how we'll spend countdown this year.
lam doesn't want us to stayover,
she thinks it will mean a breakup with mok. -.-
but it seems to be like an unspoken fact
that we will just celebrate countdown together.
a heart warming feeling.
i can't wait for one year when we are all feeling rich
to book into a hotel room just to look at the fireworks
from afar yet without any jostling with the people around.
i think that dream will be many years later.

i have a sudden urge to borrow a storybook to read now.
a thrashy romance novel will be best.
it keeps me away from the many facts i have to know about the real world.

2010-11-22T22:49:00.002+08:00

let's take some time off to blog since i have a little free time.
2 tests this week.
i cross my fingers that i won't fail econs paper again
or rather get a big fat zero.
haha.

and this post is partly to reply to nikki's recent post
about ah long going to ocs.
I TELL YOU OCS NO WELFARE ONE LUH!
NO W-E-L-F-A-R-E!
tell me who books out at like undefined timings on a saturday.
in bmt when they say they will book out at a certain timing,
they will definitely come out by then.
but in ocs, they come out like at 3-4pm on a saturday!
not including like the time to walk out from their wings to the entrance.
leaving you not much time to go out.
and sunday, if you don't get a gold for ippt,
you report in early at like 5?
that's like less than 24 hours out.
the muscle aches that they suffer are like unbearable
to recover in less than 24 hours.
investment is definitely a must into items
such as salonpas and yokoyoko.

now fatty has officially become a toufu man.
complaining of aches everywhere.
the things that they do in there are really hectic.
so ya,
going to ocs might be glamorous but it's not all that it seems.
you just have to push your ass through the whole shit.

but salonpas was something new to me!
haha we bought it and the feeling was so piercing to the muscles
that you will feel the temporary relief in it.
it gives a pricky feeling
just like how a sting would give.

i'm counting down to 9 days before he books out.
it's a good week he went for field camp though.
so i can concentrate wholly on my tests.

oh oh!
i watched HARRY POTTER!
okay i'm kind of a noob
who watched the first series and the last one.
which idiot does that, you might wonder.
haha.
but i could more or less catch up with the story.
other than the fact that i didn't know why dumbledo (is his name like that?) died.
and i was SO sad when doby died.
boohoo.
but fatty seemed to know the story.
dunno if he scammed me but it seemed like logic
so should be fine.
haha.
can't wait for part 2 to come up.
this is like a scheming marketing idea to split it into 2 parts.
imagine you spend 20 bucks on 2 parts of the show each.
they will definitely hit the box office this way.

back to why sociology even existed!

2010-11-08T15:47:00.002+08:00

it has been years since i looked at my own blog.
2 weeks have passed too quickly.
and we're now into the month of November.
it comes down too quickly now that i'm 20!
doesn't feel much of a difference though.

a great weekend was spent with my fatty.
until his mommy got all angry that he wasn't at home in the day one single day.
the day when he went to play mahjong overnight was not my fault kays.
i came to this realisation that moms can't really let go of their sons
especially when another woman has arrived into his life
and he spends most of his time with the person and not his mom.
my mummy too is that kind of person.
hahaha.
luckily she still has me,
not that i stay home all day
but at least weekdays i'm at home to entertain her
with the things happening in the outside world.

Nov and Dec will be the best months to slack a little
where there's like more happy holidays
like countdown and christmas!
the next one to look forward to will be hari raya haji.
it's fortunate that Singapore is a multi-racial country
and we get to enjoy holidays from different races.
maybe we should instill kings and queens too
so we would have the king's birthday.
but the system will be totally conflicting.

now ah boy has gone all botak into the police force.
and all the other guys will disappear into the army starting from tomorrow.
now almost 85% of my personal guy friends are turning botak.
it's interesting to see how high their foreheads are.
while they work hard in the army,
it will be the girls working hard in their respective areas.
i can't imagine a life where everyone meets up on a friday night
to chill and talk about working life.
now i've got the urge to sing "不想长大"

2010-10-26T00:52:00.002+08:00

eating has become my past time now.
saturday had Spaggedies with kenny and gang,
today had Timbre with nikki and gang.
never ending celebrations going on.
this week i have people having birthdays all week!
i spent almost $100 on 2 days already.
and getting much much horizontal than what i am originally.
that's too much of a complain.
the heart warming thing is that i feel the warmth of all my friends.
the realisation of how many friends i have.
haha.
compared to SIM, it's much much better. :)

ah ma just went back home to stay.
not here anymore.
missed her talking although she will just sit at the sofa
and talk to nobody in particular.
she's really cute.
time passed so quickly that 8 days just flew past.
and the time that fatty will get out from ocs will be real soon too.

had a visit to ocs on sunday.
it was very similar to what i went to 7 years again when
my brother was in ocs.
but the rooms became more run down in fact.
or probably it was due to the different wings.
but it was nice seeing him after 2 full weeks.
one more week and he'll be out!

i need to start studying.
my brain is losing its span of attention to lectures already.
can't seem to absorb any further.
press on!
i lack the motivation of studying already.
someone give me something to move on,
if not i predict that i'll just collapse one day.

2010-10-13T14:13:00.002+08:00

this is the most beautiful photo shot ever.
with the patchy clouds and setting sun.
the camera perched on the street lamp spoiled it though.
this was also the place fatty banged our bike against the wall.
i think he has like less bruises than i do.
so we decided to have this moment taken down. =.=

brought him to have XO crab beehoon for dinner.
it was yum yum!
i can't believe he hasn't visited holland v before.
after 21 years of existence in singapore.
okays i never did go holland v until year 2 in fact.
hahaha but he's a mountain tortoise.
so he's worse than me.

nikki has to wait 4 weeks before ah long gets in,
while i have to wait another 2 and a half weeks before fatty gets out.
it seems really long but these few days have passed quite quickly.
hopefully it will all just pass.
had soci test today.
wondered if i wrote the correct stuff
because i think i was crapping the whole time.
i'll be counting my stars if i really do pass the test.
friday will be econs.
i'll be counting my toes if i seriously pass it!
haha.
econs is draining me out.
the curves are jumping everywhere.
you can doctor your own curves such that it shows what you want it to show.
that's like nonsensical.
manipulating your own graphs to suit the answer,
why do they even have that module in the first place.

almost 2 months into school
and still no friends.
let's celebrate my victory.
hehehe.

2010-10-03T22:28:00.005+08:00

i love spending the day with besties.

when two of us come together, it'll be an accompany.

three come together, it'll be a crowd.

and when all four come into full force, it'll be a market.

haha.

i like us being together.

it was fun just going walk walk around far east.

the randomness of lam just getting a bag.

meeting with joseph was the main highlight.

seeing them all shagged after their POP,

i think they will feel that it was all worth it too.

since now they have 1 full week to rest and relax.

i can't believe tomorrow will be monday again.

i'm procrastinating about school.

my parents think i'm terrible because i only go to school for 3 hours

and yet i'm complaining like crazy.

hahaha.

okay i complain a lot but at least i still go for lecture kays.

but as nikki wished, if only 4 of us could go school together.

i'll love school much much more.

mummy ever asked, "have you people quarrelled before?"

it's kind of miraculous how we have not had a big quarrel before.

it's amazing. :)

click this link: http://www.mindef.gov.sg/imindef/mindef_websites/atozlistings/army/microsites/bmtgrad/define_moment/essayD2.html

you'll not regret it.hee.

now let's show you an epic photo of nikki, ah long,lydia and mok.

haha.

super cute.

2010-09-27T17:58:00.003+08:00

rainy days are here to stay these few days.
it's nice to be home on a rainy day.
no hassle of getting wet shoes and umbrellas.
on friday, i attempted to wear lydia's hand painted shoes again.
i think the rest of them are not wearing them anymore.
haha.
i thought it wouldn't rain since those shoes soak up loads of water.
school ended, no rain which means an excellent sign.
went back to boon lay for tuition.
lo and behold,
it was raining.
OH NO!

(you're so gonna laugh at this part)
while walking over to tutee's house from the mrt station,
my shoes appeared to have some white spots on them.
i thought, "Is the color fading or something?"
(ignores and walks on)
and when i stopped at a traffic light,
my shoes started FOAMING!
i was like oooo...why are there bubbles on my shoes?!
oh goodness, i've never in 20 years of my life seen a
pair of shoes foaming up as though you applied detergent
to clothes when you want to soak your clothes.
that was totally retarded.
my mummy must have put too much soap while soaking my shoes
and they didn't dry properly.
i doubt i will wear those pair of shoes again.
HAHA so sorry lam.

now my brother's jumping ship again.
he was accepted as an air steward yesterday.
now i have an air steward brother
earning a fat pay. (but i won't get a part in it. :( HAHA)
i guess i won't see him too often anymore.
it's super fun to fly around the world lar!
if only i were taller and prettier,
maybe i would make the mark (sadly i can't, too late for regrets)
boohoo.
hopefully the benefit of getting free air tickets for the family still stands.
then our family will get to go Japan together.
i can't wait for that to happen.

i totally feel insecure having weird people reading my blog.
get away people!

2010-09-21T23:25:00.003+08:00

it's good to just relax and slack at home.
knowing you have 4 rest days ahead of you.
no need to cram those modules and readings into the pea brain of mine.
i seriously think my brain is shrinking by the day.
refusing to absorb whatever is being read.
but i'm still trying to get by.
haha.

it was a pity that i couldn't go to the taiwan snacks event
on sunday with fatty.
wanted to drag him out on saturday evening to go for it,
but we considered the disrupted train and thought it was too cumbersome.
and he slept from 4-11pm.
what a pig.
i did have big breakfast with him though.
so it was fine not going out with him that day.

how i wish i could get young again.
everybody's undergoing a massive environment change.
character's changing too.
new school for some, new work environment for others.
it's kind of overwhleming.
going to school is still the best though.
get to wear your big tees and shorts to school,
but once you work,
prim and proper will be the words to use
and how you'll dress.
get me a new cupboard by then please!

lines of words.
hardly ever going out = no pictures.
so bear with it then.
:)

2010-09-17T17:19:00.002+08:00

i love this week!
school is only like twice a week.
it has been a great week.
i've been quite worried about sociology.
every book you read encourages you to read widely.
but i'm clueless on where to start reading from.
the sociologists have so many theories scattered everywhere.
this is just going to be a disaster module.

anyway i've found this cool retro hotel in singapore.
didn't know it existed until i stumbled upon it through the passion card website.
you could google hotel re!
the hotel room's color is totally loud pink and green
and the room is like so stylish.
i don't mind if we spend it down for countdown.
i think it's a cool atmosphere.

it's a pity that nikki and i have contradictory holidays.
we can't go taiwan together. :(
but it's okay we'll remember to buy presents for you yea!
i don't want to face october.
which is coming in another half a month.
the time is whooshing by too quickly.
i'm gonna be 20 soon
and my lessons will be packed, packed and packed!
fancy going to school at 7-10pm?!
what a sucky timing.
my favorite television time slots okay!

army has been really cute though.
they're having a hari raya celebration in camp today.
and the boys are expected to don racial harmony clothes.
a pity i can't see how fatty looks like in a baju kurong.
he just says imagine him in a grey costume. =.=
that's a bad description please.

while everyone is slowly going into army during this period,
i'm proud to say that fatty is gonna be out of BMT in 2 weeks!
yay! hopefully he'll be posted near my area!
command school for him please!

2010-09-09T13:51:00.003+08:00

let's do a quick post before i go off for tuition.
finally it's the last day of the week for school.
couldn't help but to doze off a little in accounting.
his words were like floating around in my head.

and let me do some rantings about sim.
i have loads of comments about them.
they have a very troublesome system of tapping cards
whenever we attend lectures.
the system didn't capture my attendance when
i tapped at 11.29am and 54 seconds.
they would only consider me here if i tapped at 11.30am?!
what the freak right.
it's like 6 seconds can't your system be more flexible.
and borrowing books are even worse.
if you're borrowing the course collection,
the fine would be 50 cents/ 15 mins for late returning of the book.
like hello?!
so being late for a day would like....
$2 per hour and 24 hours will be $48?!
this is so unreasonable and
the school is like trying to just grab every cent
that they can from us.
what ethical policies.
humph.
frustrating.

3 hours of lecture is killing me.
1 day of bad sleep is enough to drain you dry the next day.
thank goodness there were only 4 days this week.
i'll just have to overcome tuition and piano
and i'll be done for the day.
hang in there!

and did i mention,
i hate army.
i hate what they are doing to him.
everytime always eat into their admin time.
so irritating.
everything seems to be pissing me off.
i'm angsty.
rawr.

2010-09-05T16:03:00.002+08:00

two weeks and i'm proud to say i've not made any friends.
haha.
my close success to becoming an anti social in uni life.
sociology is sucking up my life.
with people like Karl Marx, Bowles & Gentis, Willis
to make my life difficult.
it forces me to remember who these significant people
are although i don't see them altering my life in any way.

now i think i've got "chase-the bus" syndrome.
the buses going towards SIM are always so packed
and even young people squeeze themselves in just to get onto the bus.
so we too have to follow suit and get ourselves inside.
the horde of people is totally overwhelming.
particularly when you are short and you get pushed around.
can't even see the number of the bus approaching.
full of angst.
especially on a humid day.

yesterday the upgrading of the train made my life a little difficult.
now you will cherish the presence of the trains.
went to fatty's house yesterday
and decided to take 187 from boon lay,
thinking that it will save me some time.
but i sat on the bus for a freaking one and a half hours.
my butt felt numb by the time i reached.
when i went home,
i thought life would be easier,
travelling to je was a breeze
but going back to pioneer was crazy.
you had to take the train to lakeside
and wait for the next train to bring you back to pioneer.
the whole process took me half an hour from je to pioneer.
imagine how crazy was that?!
but on the other side,
you could think about it and say,
this only happens only like a decade or two.
so you are part of a historical moment!
haha just a little thought to console myself.

anyway here's a fun fact!
the older you give birth, the higher the percentage of your child becoming a left hander.
and now the rates of left handers have gone up to four times when it was hundred years ago.
looks like i'm not too special already.
haha.
in uni, you look at your four directions
and you will see at least 1 in 4 being a left hander.
never mind, nonetheless we are still more creative.
hahahaha.

those people that tagged in my blog are weird.
i don't even know them.
yikes!

2010-08-30T14:45:00.003+08:00

one week has gone and another week of school has started!
i guess it's getting more normal now.
at least the workload is not that heavy
and i can get home before 1 pm. :)
love this life.
haha.

weekends went out with fatty.
most embarrassing moment when i booked
the tickets for Step Up 3 to be on a Sunday
instead of Saturday.
totally fail lar.
i still asked the person if he took the wrong seats.
and sunday,
we went to PlayNation
for a time of Wii.
fun time of playing band hero
and being a talented player,
the drums, guitar and singing
won't daunt me.
muahahaha.
i'm still waiting for a chance to play at nikki's house!

now everyone's starting school.
buses are getting super packed
and we reach school just on time these days.
quite difficult to find seats.
so we must make it in time for wed class!
:)

2010-08-23T21:39:00.002+08:00

first day of school was not too bad.
the most surprising thing was that there were quite a lot of guys!
didn't expect that there were so many of them.
not bad lar i think that their hair quite nice after army.
haha.
at least not like some patchy botak.
lecturer was a singh but he's really very funny.
although i know POA already,
just listening again does not kill.
however sitting on the seat for 3 hours
was really quite a torture.
i'm quite a child i realise,
cannot really sit still for 3 hours.
HAHA.

been since a while i've been back to school.
and i think this is the most slack place ever to study!
going home at 1130 from school is totally the best choice.
go home, take a nap and do your own stuff.
with tuesdays off too!
:)

today i regretted not listening to mummy when
she told me to bring the umbrella out.
i was drenched like a chicken once i reached my tutee's house.
my tutee's mum was nice to provide towel and new clothes
and also making muah chee and dumplings for my family.

there's always bound to be both good and evil people in life.
fatty taught me how to cherish the good ones and
not to waste my breath on those evil ones.
they are not worth my brain cells
on how to defeat them.
but sometimes i wonder,
will they ever become good again?

2010-08-19T00:11:00.003+08:00

was supposed to post on sunday.
but was kinda lazy so i shall start.
on sunday was out with cg mates for lunch at vivo.
on the way home,
realised that so many people were rushing like crazy
even though it was sunday!
it got me thinking like,
why do people rush around like mad though it's like a sunday?
after all it's a rest day for everyone.
no work, just a day with family or other loved ones.
what's the use of rushing?
i just don't get it.
it's just so in built into Singaporeans
to chiong like nobody's business.
when it's the time to wind down,
probably it's just that minimal speed that they cut down on?
kind of sad.
enjoying life is the most important thing to me.
to miss out the goodness in life is pathetic.

humans are contradictory,
one moment when you have something,
you tend to forget the goodness of it.
when the other moment it's gone,
you'll start to wonder why you lost it,
regret if you know you were in the wrong.
many people reiterate that fact
but i always have this period which i will always be grateful
slowly the feeling will just dissipate and
everything will be taken for granted again.
weird.

2010-08-13T22:42:00.002+08:00

sometimes i really wish i could just get into a person
and find out how they are feeling.
it's kind of hard to sometimes dig into a person's inner feelings.
keeping too much to yourself is kind of bad you know.
hee.
happy moments are always displayed without you having to ask.
however sad or angry moments are showed to those that you really
get close to and really trust.
there are some annoying people
whom you share your sorrows with,
yet they will not give you constructive comments?
you would really feel like boxing them
but what do you think they really feel?
probably they have no clue on how to console someone?
sometimes you cannot blame them though.
just that maybe they are not suitable for you to depend on
when you are really sad.

keeping too much feelings inside you
is not good for the body.
however what if you cannot find someone
to confide in or probably you see everyone's facade
and wonder, why do everyone seem like they have no sorrows?
you might think that you are the odd one who always seem
so emotional and hurt inside you.
i think most boys belong to this group of people.
finding mostly either girls to confide in
or the most comforting way is to dump it all inside their heart.
one day when it overflows,
i don't know what would happen to them.

there are 2 extreme type of girls.
one type who will go around telling the whole world
about their problems from big to small
while the other will be the normal group
where they will only tell their good friends about
their problems.
i think the most sensitive problem to tell people
will be your family problems.
as the saying goes,
"don't wash your dirty linen in public"
no matter how young or old you are,
we will stick to this rule unconsciously.
human beings are really a wonder.
there must be more than this to the issue.

2010-08-12T22:28:00.002+08:00

Today i'm back with more to blog.
forgot to add that on saturday we went to yamnie's house
to pay a visit to her due to her leg operation.
still got one more operation for her to go before it's almost done.
having not to move around really kind of sian.
just sitting at the com or tv the whole day.
my eyes would go cock.
hehe.

and my brother bought a new computer.
it's like bigger than a normal laptop for gaming purposes.
so old already still play Red Alert 3. =.=
and he bought it like for freaking $2500 for it.
but the keyboard is really cool.
can change the colors one you know.
like he knows i like pink,
and can just change it all to pink.
COOLLLLLL!
that's what an alienware can do for you.
my brother is really someone who will never grow up.

today is daddy's birthday!

and he specially took the day off to enjoy himself.

so old already lar!

59 years old.

i wonder what i'll be doing when i'm 59 years old leh.

slogging my guts out or somewhere in the world holiday-ing.

i would choose the latter decision.

going to places like japan, iceland, switzerland.

hee.

enjoy life only.

finally paid up my fees at SIM with lam.

we decided to be anti social freaks

and won't be making any friends.

let see what happens when school starts.

2010-08-10T15:06:00.002+08:00

i didn't realise i neglected my blog again.
i think it will be quite difficult to watch inception with nikki already
since now she should have reached genting with ah long
and having a whale of a time.
i should just download and we watch together.
haha.

the weekend just passed so quickly.
went over to lam's house to stay during eve of national day
because peigen wanted to meet to drink teh tarik.
haha quite random i know
but at least we met up after like since we graduated from sp?
guessing riddles from lydia was fun and time passed like super quickly
into the midnight.
luckily i slept for 2 hours before meeting them
if not i will be looking quite stoned.
for the first time,
nikki and i didn't sleep because we were too hungry.
we kept talking about our favorite toast we had in school
and about all the other stuff
when we realised zza wasn't sleeping too.
so we just talked till about 7 and i was super elated
because it was time to eat breakfast!
and we had Mac breakfast!
so long since i had the pancakes with sausage
but unfortunately, the meat shrinked in size.
everything's shrinking to cut cost.
how sad.

school is gonna start in 2 weeks.
i really donno what to expect.
more differentiation and integration,
more economics,
more accounting
but less writing.
numbers numbers and more numbers.
let me enjoy my last 2 weeks
before reality sets in again.

2010-07-28T21:26:00.002+08:00

oh it's been long since a post came.
now it's all filled with cobwebs.
there are so many things to update but i donno where to start.
okay let's see.
i've like become a west grove community primary school teacher.
teaching all the west grove pri kids.
it's quite an honor actually
but the math questions they give them gives me a headache.
they were like asking," this one primary 5 maths you dunno ar?"
you know how pai seh is that?!
haha.
but nevermind,
i'll just take the comment in my stride.

i can't wait for every pay to come in now.
quite broke already.
different pay come in at different time.
it's quite hard to control the expenditure.
i still wanna buy bag and shoes and clothes and everything other thing else!
and need to meet many many people.

i really have to make a note here to meet those people.
okay first up will be JH and KH,
next will be Nash,
and then it will be hmmmm Lai yee for our nihon buffet.
oh yes, and also ah boy and gang.
that stupid boy has been incontactable already.
haha.
oh crap i forgot who else to meet already.
but should be somewhere there.

i wish school will start soon though,
i guess my brains should start tuning in to more math and econs.
maybe it will start functioning better and i can work out
a primary 5 math question.
i bet if i asked you, you wouldn't be able to solve also okay!
don't think i'm stupid okay!

oh yes,
we went timbre that day.
spent freaking so much money
on just the drinks.
the food was like only $65
and so sweet of jeffrey to treat us by providing $50.
:)
missed the class.
wonder what we will all be doing after university.
imagine i work with my classmate.
so cool!

2010-07-08T03:55:00.003+08:00

Good morning world!
awake to watch the match for germany versus spain.
puyol has just scored as i speak.
a nice header shot.
but i want germany to win! :(

feel so much accomplished today.
cleared all my mess from over the months
from my never ending cupboards.
Many things brought up loads of memory
and it's nice to have things to remember those precious memories.
if only i could keep everything for life.
which is kind of impossible.
looked at all the accessories given
by different people on different occasions.
how they have been part of my life.
now i'm getting wimpy over friends.
i wonder why.

i wonder if i could meet friendly people at SIM though.
seems like a scary place to be
where people all seems so dao.
hahaha.
i'm done here.

please let GERMANY SCORE!
GO LAHM!

2010-07-05T21:56:00.002+08:00

A picture paints a thousand words.
it's similar to a human face.
a face which seems so perfect and pretty
might have a flawed and imperfect heart
while a face which irks you the most
has the prettiest and perfect heart
you have ever seen.

however, have you realised
how easily you can forgive a good looking person
and yet harbor so much hatred for a person
who does not have the above average looks
though he has the perfect heart that everyone desires to possess?

it's just human nature i guess
or maybe it's just me?
a facade of a human mask.
displays many emotions which might sweep you off your feet.
happiness? sadness? or even anger within?
being rich but lonely?
i think i would really not like this feeling.
friends and family are the best support ever
and without them, i would not be what i am now.
being rich is just an external factor.
of course, being poor is not the way to go
but keeping pace with your savings will be beneficial to you.

my mind is not in a structured stage now.
see the topics just being lumped here.
i'm just lazy to organize my thoughts together
before chunking it all down.
ever experienced a time,
when you told yourself you would not be angry with this person,
yet your actions and words
put across to the person you are angry nevertheless?
what contradictory statements.
but probably it has happened or maybe you just did not realise it.

the people that i've never failed to be curious about
would be the one who closes up everything to themselves.
only wanting to hear about others.
a listening ear you would call them,
but what is actually hurting them, you can never decipher.
people will neither mock you nor will they let out your secret,
saying it out might not be something bad at all?

2010-06-30T21:32:00.002+08:00

it's been real long since i last updated already.
so many things have happened recently,
like flea market, registering for SIM blah blah.
really lazy to update since talking on the phone
each night with ah jie has became my daily routine
to tell him what i've done each day
and updating him with soccer is my duty.

thanks to lydia,
i've gotten myself 3 more tuition kids already.
all on saturday itself.
earning money is really tough huh.
no such thing as easy money.
at least now i have more income
for taiwan trip.
zza will be elated to know i have enough to go with her!

time passes too quickly and it's already July.
school's knocking on my door
and it has been tough filling up the registration
just for exemptions.
making my head so BIGGGGG.

so many photos on FB.
i better save them all up first
before FB shuts down.
you will never know what will happen.
all your memories will disappear just like that.
POOF!
my entry's rather random.
but didn't know where to start in the first place.

wanna play my game
before school starts!
i doubt i will have time to play by then.

2010-06-17T23:02:00.005+08:00

10 days of not blogging and i didn't even realise it.
been busy teaching tuition and piano.
i kind of drag my feet to teach
because it takes up loads of my brain cells.
how nice if i could just sit back and play sims 3 all day
but my income will not grow in anyway.
the feeling of becoming income independant sarks!
haha.

okay i've been to lots of places this week.
laiyee has finally passed her BTT, super happy for her
because it's like FINALLY!
erm and that was on mon.
tuesday it was down to my piano ensemble's chalet.
the games made me wanted to rot and die.
they placed me as a last station for their amazing race
which was supposed to hunt me down
and i walked around the whole school like 3 freaking times
and i waited for 3 freaking long hours!
this proves how much my patience has grown.
that was a really long wait.
no money with me, no water with me, no entertainment with me.
just the sun, grass and buildings.
what a way to pass my time.
it was a relief when it was time to go down to aranda country club.
met up with zza and juniors were really nice to bbq
"delicious" chicken wings and marshmallows for us.
what i meant by delicious was bloody chicken wings
and also crispy marshmallows (it tasted nice in a weird way though)
but the juniors were really sweet and mostly lame.

yesterday,
when all was flooding over at Orchard Road,
and the pavements have not recovered from the flood,
I had ice cream buffet @ Swensen's with Ah boy at ION!
it was yum yum.
first time i hear him saying that he's terribly full.
we wanted to challenge and see how many different
flavors of ice cream we could take.
but failure larrrr...
we only took like 8 flavors i guess?
but the fondue was yum yum!
let me tempt you with those yummy ice cream!

and zza!
if you read this!
i just wanted to tell you how sad i am for not being invited into your blog. =(

after looking at the images,

it doesn't look yummy after awhile.

HAHAHAHA.

okay forget it,

i'm just entertaining myself.

oh and see these little shirts that i folded!

so cute huh!

it's meant for those little kids' daddy

on father's day.

2010-06-07T22:34:00.004+08:00

The week has been real hot again.

looks like this period is a good time to get away to another country.

somewhere cold and i can snuggle up in my comfy blanket.

what a warm feeling.

now let's talk about the latest headlines...

a handsome guy being busted for marijuana,

unbelievable yet true.

so wasted.

oh this picture looks like he's blending into the background!

and this young man over here has new songs!

but i feel that his songs are too emo for me.

i feel like sleeping when listening to his songs.

haha you should try listening to it too.

2010-06-04T23:03:00.002+08:00

back to Singapore!!
the weather here is terribly hot yet i can't sleep with the aircon
due to my badly cracked lips and dry eyes.
my face going through loads of moisturizing now.
too hot also no good
too cold also no good.
this sucks.
haha.

anyway just for laughs when i searched Singapore Polytechnic on Wiki!
there's a diploma in fishing!
oh goodness.
wonder how long the page has been created.

talk more the next time.
doo da loo...

2010-05-29T23:28:00.001+08:00

i've come in the name of AH BOY to do some last minute blogging!
so this post is specially for you!
byebye ah boy!
i'll be back on 3rd June, Thursday around 7pm.
don't miss me and stay tuned to melissa's blog!
can't wait for hyundai avante to stop at my house one day.
=]

don't work too hard and also take care of yourself!
gooooood byyyyeeee!

2010-05-25T20:49:00.002+08:00

i think working makes you really stupid.
not being aware of the environment around you.
not being able to socialize with the people you miss.
not being able to have time for yourself.
i guess i have to manage my time proper.
making every minute count, and making every minute productive.
i've been dragging my feet in packing my really messy cupboard.
the thought of all the papers around me and
the thought of throwing all these away
makes me feel that all the hard work
put in to memorize all the words imprinted on the paper
has all been wasted.
just like how we throw away a sweet wrapper once
it has served its purpose.

will people ever throw you away once you have served your purpose?
or will they keep you like a precious souvenir,
stashed away in a secret biscuit box?
taking you out after 20 years later
when you are reminiscing the past?

my new program has been planned out neatly,
with a new tuition kiddo coming into my schedule
and also a new piano student who is my brother's gf
to pack up my schedule in June and the many months to come.

i don't wanna stick myself to one working environment.
having a change is really good.
at least you can have a breather
and start afresh when one job ends.
i love this feeling.
flexible timing and sufficient time for yourself.

2010-05-20T22:33:00.003+08:00

I'm a proud graduate of Singapore Polytechnic!
whoohoo!
after 3 years of studying and rushing projects,
the day has finally arrived.
lots of pictures taken and really difficult to find people
amongst the crowd.
and the light showers cooled the area which was really
a nice timing. =]
go to FB for the photos!
lazy to upload over here as well.
haha.

after the ceremony,
we went off to have dinner over at Pastamania
after much waiting and chit chatting,
when a big group of people goes out together,
the wait will be never ending,
first it will be A then it will be waiting for B.
haha the wait will never end.
BUT compromise will be the appropriate word over here.
Pastamania seems to have its proportion of its food reduced,
the plates have grown bigger though.
haha.
loved their Turkey Bacon Cheesy Crumble as well as Chocolate Mousse.
yumyum!

after much consideration,
we went over to play erm...rojak gaming?
i really dunno what's the place called.
max gaming or something.
with computers, PS3 and Xbox.
I was on the PS3 with the girls
while the guys made themselves comfy with the Xbox
playing NBA.
played my favourite Tekken!
but soon after training up the newbie, Myrin.
she got so powerful that even my favorite character was beaten flat down.
GOOD JOB GIRL!
it was the great time to use other characters to try out their power too.
loved these people!
the boys kept emo-ing saying it will be the last time meeting up.
but i really hope we will meet soon again!

DBA3B01 ROCKS!

2010-05-15T23:36:00.002+08:00

i can't wait to stop working at this stupid job.
the boss is a scam, the job is a scam and i became a scam.
hahaha.
after hearing all that jeffrey had said,
it's really making me wanna quit really soon.
which is by the end of the month!
i'll be free from this job and will be on the hunt for the next
since i foresee myself being rejected by all unis.

not many eventful days from the last post.
but on thurs went out with fatty to tampines
for our lunch cum dinner at BBQ Chicken
and we made it just in time for students meal.
i would miss students meal next time.
many other student privileges and even student pass!
and off we went to check out Changi Airport!
always shopping at the town area was quite boring
so we decided to go somewhere out of the ordinary.
T1 and T3 have their aviation galleries under renovation now
which leaves T2 having this really bad located gallery
and needed us to walk such a long way before arriving.
the planes could not really be seen flying off from the place we were standing lar.
what a lousy gallery.
i prefer the one at T1 previously though.

today was a random outing with the girls to IMM.
had a chit chat session and shared fries
and drank milk shake!
had a craving for milk shake and corn soup at MOS.
but when zza and dia went to order,
corn soup, clam chowder and milk shake all OOS?
like what the hell right.
what kind of outlet was that.
so off we hopped over to Mac.
though no corn soup,
we just settled for milk shake
and held our little mini talk about the future.
haha.
it's hard to meet up these days
with everyone having to work and stuff.
but this doesn't give us the excuse to not meet
and catch up with one another right?
=]

enough of me talking.
wanted to upload the picture.
but the button doesn't seem to be working.
next time perhaps!

2010-05-09T22:24:00.003+08:00

FUN FUN FUN is being described for this weekend!
it has been a fun time for me!
especially the best part of meeting up my primary school friends.
not met them for 7 years and many things to catch up.
before meeting up with them i was kind of afraid
because i wouldn't know what to talk to them about.
but the girls were more talkative than the guys lar!
so much more sociable.
people do change a lot overtime though,
the boys who were noisy and uncontrollable last time,
became soft and quiet.
especially andrew who always liked to cut my hair when
he was sitting behind me,
and calling me ma pi jing.
so irritating.
now he's awfully quiet.
and the vast comparison with eugene,
who was quiet and a good boy in class
and now a noisy boy and talks a lot of rubbish.
haha.
times change and relationships either strengthen or dissipate.
i would treasure friendships a lot.
you wouldn't know when you need them to be there for you.
and since now many of them will be flying to aussie,
keeping in contact will be definitely most important.
and THEREFORE,
that's a good thing about FB which helps us maintain relationships.

(okay I don't earn commission from them though...)

a time of pool was really fun with them
and it was totally epic.
i've never played with such a noisy bunch
and also a noobie bunch.
it was definitely funny to watch despite you just sitting there.
you will laugh till you drop!

sunday!
happy mama's day and happy 17 months fatty!
I hope everyone out there made an effort to thank their mothers
for being there for them and loving them.
Without them,
we wouldn't be here and what more me typing this blog post.
If my mother wasn't my mother,
there would not be breakfast and milo everyday on the table,
clean and neatly pressed clothes to wear for work,
delicious meals for dinner each night
and definitely an important alarm clock in my life.
without her,
going to work late will be a sure thing.
leaving my dirty laundry and not packing my cupboard might be another.
thanks mummy for the love! =]

how nice if mama's day was a public holiday
and it will be off on monday for work.
haha to let the mothers have a rest and take a break, take a Kit Kat.
okay that's kind of lame.
back to work tomorrow.
melly's feeling blue already.

2010-05-06T22:41:00.002+08:00

the weather is really hot!
i'm so gonna die of heat stroke soon.
please give me more rain!!

work has been mundane as usual.
lesser complains from the customers already.
getting a hang of it but gonna quit soon.
can't wait to quit but the pay will be gone. =(
need to find more sources of income.

graduation is coming!
and i really wonder when we can sell our clothes from RB.
okay i know it's kind of no link to graduation.
cause I was thinking of renting a car so that we could return our gowns
as well as to have a flea market.
it'll be like 2 in 1.
the girls are all working also.
so it's like super difficult.
we'll just have to work out something soon.
the clothes are rotting in my cupboard.
haha.

tuesday was great with both the girls and weird combination of boys
which included ah boy, fatty and ah long.
haha.
but guys as usual can click really quickly.
watched IP Man 2 and played pool.
the movie was great and the story was really meaningful.
2 days in a row of going back late was totally tiring.
monday went to collect the graduation gown
and it costs like $76.75.
other schools like np are like only $38 plus
and all other schools collect from their own school
but we must go all the way to Serangoon Broadway.
it's so so so out of the way.
and we gotta return there too.
why can't they just come to collect from our school one shot.
everyone will be really delighted.
not as though your gown is really special in any way.

bowling with bib, jeff, wx and fatty.
my score was like really low in the first round.
but i revived myself in the second, placing myself in the third position!
and had a little talking session at the food court till late.
all these late nights made mummy really angry.
haha.
but it's all history now.

okay now one choice is down, who's next to reject me?

2010-05-02T20:14:00.002+08:00

The weekends have been tiring yet really great!
was supposed to go out with primary school friends today.
but i'm like totally broke.
and pay comes in only tomorrow.
looks like it was a bad timing.

yesterday went to check out marina bay sands with fatty.
the shops there were mostly not open and the walk down the bridge
was freaking long, not mentioning the menacing sun
that made me from a fragrant rose to become a smelly dustbin.
haha.
the food in the basement was quite affordable though.
the food sold in the food court was like sandwiches for $4?
wonder what kind of special ingredients they included.

very soon evening came,
and we went to dhoby ghaut to meet the class.
we were the first to arrive! (very rare for fatty..hahaha)
went to dine at Fish & Co and spent only $4 since we had excess class fund.
shared a seafood platter for two with fatty and it was super filling.
even a big eater like him must force it down the throat.
after dinner, it was a chillout session
with the girls sitting by the river chit chatting
while the guys go over to arcade to play.
like as usual, arcade or pool.
but i rather guys play arcade than engage in DOTA and WOW.
haha i know jialong plays DOTA, so i don't want to comment.
no offence huh nikki!
reached home almost at 1am.
totally zonked out and almost could not wake up this morning.

it was a lazy day and many of us overslept.
wonder why.
probably the weather was too hot,
making people really sluggish.
i need the air con like almost every night lar.
the heat is terrible!!
lunched with CG mates at MOS burger
and it was a trip to Zone X (YOU SEEEE...ARCADE AGAIN!)
as suggested by the boys,
but i tried out the new "in" game,
the jukebox game thingy.
it was quite fun but you need the e-amusement pass
thingy to unlock the other expert songs.
so stressful when i was playing beside this expert.
freak man, the hand was moving like a spider.
haha.
and off they went to catch IP Man 2!
you see girls!
i'm so nice to skip IP Man 2 and watch with you people.

oh yes, talking about movies,
went to watch Iron Man 2 with fatty on thursday i think,
the show was not too bad but we missed the after credits part.
so sad because we usually don't miss it.
so if anyone watched it must tell me the ending okay!!
i wonder if there's any Iron Man 3.

currently watching the latest Lee Min Ho drama!
catch it!
it's quite nice. =D

2010-04-28T21:56:00.002+08:00

YUM YUM!

thanks zza for the macaroni cheese and fried bacon with asparagus!

so nice of her although it was kind of random and small in portion.

but finally meeting up with the girls after so long was really nice.

and we're going OUT together again soon!

be jealous of us.

hahaha.

i'm so tired today.

can't wait for the week to end.

and when the week ends,

PAY COMES!

i'm SO SO SO looking forward to getting paid after the hard work.

i'm sure you are also looking forward to it.

let's count down together!

2010-04-24T22:05:00.004+08:00

Thanks to jeff for making my legs look long and slender here.HAHA.

Model of the Year 2010.

look at the state of the pool table.got lobang!!

we're back from genting!

the weather was really cooling up there while coming back down here is totally HOT!

the prices there were almost the same as singapore prices luh.

so nothing much to buy from there

but the food was charged with 15% surcharge.

it almost added up to quite a lot.

i totally loved the five stars coach we took back from genting.

the seats were so cosy and best for sleeping,

the entertainment was so much better too!

with more games to play with.

we did almost every activity in genting,

from the theme park to bowling, catching a movie, playing pool and also arcade.

the movie theatre was almost like the one at cathay.

we thought that it would be quite lok kok.

watched Ice Kachang Puppy Love directed by Ah Niu.

haha some parts were quite boring that I just dozed off.

the most cool place of them all i would think would be the bowling alley.

at night it glows in the dark.

super cool since it's the first time i seen a bowling alley like that,

and also they play all sorts of clubbing songs.

it enhances the whole experience of bowling.

on the way back from singapore custom,
our dear gong gong jeffrey having the first time
smuggling chewing gum from malaysia,
hid it all in his pockets and all were confiscated.
he was lucky that his name wasn't being recorded lar.
i nearly got caught for gum since i was behind him.
but lucky for me my bag was huge and stuffed like a dumpling,
and there was a long queue
so i doubt that the guard would wanna open my bag to check one by one.
especially when i've put them between my dirty clothes.
so yea,
it was a safe trip home with local delights from boon lay shopping centre,
having oyster omelette and jeff's daddy sent us home.
how nice.

ji wei jie will be marching in on 3rd june for his BMT already.
gonna miss him terribly.
that's what i say now.
but when the time comes,
it's total freedom.
okay that's quite bad for me to say this.
=P
i have to act sad. =(

oh yes,

and people!

stop wanting to go on holidays already.

i definitely would have to turn down offers.

i don't print money leh.

i just wanna save up for the trip to taiwan.

go somewhere far for once together.

2010-04-18T21:31:00.002+08:00

It was another meet up with yaya and gang.

it was really rare that we didn't bring camera out.

haha. i totally forgot about it.

and where did we meet again?

YES IT'S SUSHI TEI!

we're always there on our days out.

it's our best place of sharing our lives there.

congrats to sophia getting a place in ntu business

and also aiai for getting a place in University of Stirling. =D

i really wonder when i'll get my letter. =(

the wait is really agonizing.

going for genting soon yet haven't changed my money to ringgit.

but i'm looking forward to taking a break after working so hard.

haha although it's been only for one month.

the bad thing now is that now i've got sore throat!

wanna get well before going genting then will be able to enjoy abit.

just wanna say sorry to the girls yea.

i'll catch up with you people soon yea.

the timing is just not right and you people must tell me things earlier ya!!

if not i will arrange everything tightly before one week.

hahaha sorry just too busy.

but must still remember me wherever you people go yea.

love you girls!

2010-04-14T22:30:00.003+08:00

looking back at my history,

it's been 3 years since i had this blog.

that's quite a long time already yea!!

i don't think i can maintain a written diary that long.

my hands will just be so tired of writing so much stuff.

this past week has been quite alright.

not too much happening stuff i guess.

just work, sleep, tuition, eat and bathe?

haha.

but yesterday it was out with ah jie.

supposed to go over to the one at Cathay

but since that sick soul felt weak yesterday

we went over to cwp.

his favorite haunt

but my dreaded place.

hahaha.

went to watch Date Night.

the storyline was short and simple

but it's really funny and entertaining.

loved it alot.

i think Tina Fey is quite pretty for a matured woman though.

i guess i kind of forgot what to say already.

but just wanna congratulate NICOLETTE LIM

for getting into biological sciences from NTU!

you got your letter quite quick.

lydia, zza and i will be looking forward to mail everyday.

just waiting and waiting....

2010-04-07T22:11:00.002+08:00

i guess work is getting better.

we just had an inspirational talk from our boss yesterday.

and realised that he always wears ralph lauren shirts when he comes into office.

he must really like the brand alot.

and everytime he comes,

it'll be a different shirt design of the brand.

so you can roughly guess how rich he is.

a new guy joined us and he was from zza's course.

the brainy person of 3.94 which is still like freaking good

though he keeps telling me that it's still not a gold medalist.

i mean like who cares!

you've already gotten 3.94!!

i can't even beat that!

and his 2 days of training there,

we kept complaining to him how scam the job is

and he quit on the 2nd training day.

hahaha.

okay maybe it was a little of our influence.

so look who we have on the block!

it's jeffrey goh!

now he's my classmate cum colleague.

cool eh.

but he'll be working over at the branch of high street.

i hope he doesn't quit the job that quickly,

unless he needs to enlist for army.

yesterday was a day out with my fellow flyer distributors.

had fun just chilling out and having ajisen,

not forgetting our marigold pudding!

just andrew, darren and i.

but both boys were like talking alot on WOW.

leaving me totally like...HUH...

hahaha.

i should try prawning someday

because according to andrew it's like...

THE FEELING IS DAMN SHIOK!

so ya,

someday i might try or even go out with them for prawning.

sorry for the lack of pictures.

my brother has gone over to London

and taken my camera.

i'm sure he's enjoying himself over there for 10 COLD days!

so good yea.

free air ticket and only needing to pay airport tax

which means like less than $200

but of course it's kind of risky

since the airplane seats are according to availability.

i find my camera really fortunate though,

it has traveled with us to many countries

at its young tender age of 3 years old.

haha.

my brother doesn't mind it's pink,

but i think it's really weird for a guy to use pink camera.

4 more days till my camera and him flies home!!

2010-04-05T22:48:00.003+08:00

i finally got my pay!

it's like peanuts but at least it keeps me going for some months.

and to change money for the genting trip.

on the hunt of a new job now!

just to backup for this stupid scam job.

but it's all office hour jobs.

i just want to get more tuition jobs now i guess.

i don't know what's the chances of getting into universities,

should be really low so i should think of some backup plans first.

haix.

now there are so many things against me,

even the music playlist has some problems now,

i can't download any songs on youtube now

because they took away the availability of the url,

it's like so darn...

my weekends were quite fun though.

good friday was out with my fatty.

ate kenny rogers @ great world city and it was yummy good

but really very filling

and wanted to play bishy bashy but school children were everywhere.

next time perhaps!

saturday was out with the girls to Haji Lane.

went from shop to shop

looking at clothes and bags

but most prices were more steep than the blogs,

of course taking into consideration of their rental costs.

and we had a brilliant dinner of steamboat!

it was my craving for the day.

sunday!

went to church and COOS was quite good.

off to meet fatty again because he's working at jp.

we survived with 5 dollars for lunch fortunately

and ate long john silvers.

pathetic lunch.

haha.

and met ah boy to get some formal wear,

walked around jp like as usual. -.-

that's the usual place we always go.

today!

happy birthday to wai lai yee!

didn't expect to meet her today

and gave her a treat at pizza hut.

so it was like good food again.

must control the money.

*pull money strings*

it's gonna be a failure though,

cause i'll be having ajisen tomorrow!

meeting my fellow flyer distributors!

till then...

2010-03-31T21:18:00.002+08:00

i love my new skin currently.

a fresh new change from the previous skin which has so many errors.

back to talking about my job again.

my performance has been really bad.

the percentage keeps dropping

and now warning from the boss.

but looking at the refund cases i have to handle,

the policy of the company is becoming really unethical to me.

as quoted from ah boy,

that's how business earns money.

but from foreigners?

it's quite bad.

so it's okay,

i have to convince myself to just sell the stuff that they have,

be persistent in not returning for refunds.

i'll never want to work in a position that has sales

and most importantly deal with the complaints of customers.

really ugly side to look at of people.

never mind, i'm sure there are always ups and downs in working.

brace yourself melissa wee!

i have been trying real hard to find ms lee on FB.

looks like she's really hidden herself real well.

haha.

i'll continue to search for her.

GOOD FRIDAY is coming!

it's time for a holiday!

and pay is coming!

muahahaha.

2010-03-29T18:41:00.003+08:00

It has been a tiring yet wonderful weekend.

i almost couldn't wake up for work this morning,

and i forgot to solve maths problems for my tutee.

haha.

good timing that my phone batt was flat

and she couldn't get through to me.

anyway it was work on saturday as usual.

and it was off to zza's house before going off to pasir ris park!

her mummy's besties were around too,

so it's like both group of besties were at her house.

so cute.

and it was off to pasir ris park with pei gen's hyundai avante.

our miss career woman driving down with style.

though a bit of hiccups,

we reached with the help of our man-made gps,

which is NICOLETTE LIM!

hee.

i loved the whole bbq,

catching up with the people,

talked to miss lee,

played captain's ball.

feel so cheated by miss lee,

she went off in sec 3

and throw us into the hands of lousy chan,

to get married.

if not i think my maths will get A1.

hahaha okay just kidding.

that's like eons already.

but i was really surprised that she knew i was in business admin,

even though i didn't mention to her about it before.

cool miss lee!

the one and only best math teacher!

cabbing home was the most heart pain part.

when the train services ended,

having to pay like almost 10 for the cab ride

and like 12 for the bbq.

haha.

but whatever lar huh,

it's the meeting that mattered.

and sunday came!

it was day out with churchie mates.

we still had some time

and the boys decided to go prize stage

to try their skills on the machine.

and after putting in 9 dollars into the machine!

TADA!

bimbo ben managed to get a hello kitty mp3!

it's a battery operated but has like itouch headphones.

and it's quite cheap.

but they were thinking that getting a hello kitty watch

was so much more worth it.

but it's okay.

flew all the way back to jurong point

to meet lai yee who flew off this morning to HK.

accompanied her to purchase some items for HK,

and encountered this sucky m1 staff when she wanted to buy prepaid card.

she was really sweet looking but attitude totally couldn't make it.

just feel like slapping her face and making it disfigured or something.

HAHAHA.

okay i sound bad here.

and after meeting her,

it was to meet ah boy.

i'm like meeting everyone.

off we went to vivocity,

caught diary of a wimpy kid,

i think he thinks it's a dumb movie,

but i think the movie was quite cute.

suddenly with more pay coming in,

the urge of wanting to go to many places to eat comes in.

hehe.

and also wanna take a glimpse into the gold class.

should be quite cool inside.

and we ended our day with buying a bag from river island

for his work the next day and also eating chicken rice.

the chicken rice from the chicken rice shop was quite yummy.

i totally loved the fishball soup with chicken stock.

YUMYUM!

reaching home just threw me into a deeeeeep sleep.

so tiring after travelling from place to place.

and when there's enjoyment,

there's work!

another week of work commences....

stay tuned!

2010-03-26T20:49:00.002+08:00

didn't realise that i have not been updating the blog.
it's kind of tiring this whole week when i just started work.
now my lunch becomes almost tea time and dinner is like a snack.
working 10-2pm might be short hours but those people just don't choose right hours to come.
i love my job though,
able to see many different kinds of people everyday.
from Filipinos to Indians and also China people.
being motivated for my sales.
kind of cool.
but the idea of always not knocking off on time
due to the counting of money and entering data
sucks because you get terribly hungry.

every morning i still gotta climb a whole flight of steep steps.
i think it's worse than climbing business block last time.
i thought that the days of climbing steps were over,
nevertheless coming to work included climbing again.
okay looks like i'm complaining more than liking the job.
haha.
it used to be just me working alone in the office.
i think it was so much better,
but now someone new is here
and that means we gotta share sales
AND it means that commission is cut.
so gotta like do more sales already.
first time doing HR cum sales job which is 2-in-1.
it's a win win situation for both parties.
but it's good that there's another person,
then i can take leave to go genting.
hehe.

results were out on wednesday.
everyone did relatively well i think.
but last semester to pull up the cumulative it's kind of difficult.
so i'm just crossing my fingers.
but i guess even if i don't get into university,
i still have a job to fall on too.
but rushing here and there really tires me out.
going for tuition, piano and was supposed to go church today.
i figured that if i go to so many places,
i will just crumble and die.
haha.

i've decided to change the blogskin because it seems that our lovely zza
can't find the tagboard.
haha.
so lousy.
=P
tomorrow will be 4A bbq!
can't wait to see the class!
yay!

2010-03-17T23:07:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NIKKI MY BESTIE!
everybody's turning 20 already.
time passes too quickly.
went out with hk, kenny, joseph, lam and zza.
not forgetting the birthday girl of course!
we were so nice to joseph that we accommodated him
and ate vegetarian.
felt so healthy suddenly.
but the best stuff over there i felt,
was the cocoa i shared with zza.
so sweet yet chocolatey.
though it was a small surprise for nikki,
hope she still enjoyed it.
didn't want to always do the usual surprise rar rar thing.
hee.

today was a catching up day with jh.
ate @ vivocity barcelos.
we ate chicken!
haha okay that sounds kind of wrong.
although the customer service was quite bad,
the chicken turned out to be extraordinarily delicious.
the sauces were fabulous too!
it's like a higher standard of Aston's I would say...

I feel so depressed of still slacking around.
so many events happening around the period of class gathering.
and I can't go..
but it's okay lar cannot blame Joseph.
he has put in loads of efforts trying to organize the meeting.
JOBS PLEASE TAKE ME!
It's not that I want to be picky,
but if only I didn't have tuition,
I could work office hours like for any job.
maybe I should go around another viewpoint
to see that having tuition might not be a bad thing i guess.
though it kinds of tie me down for twice a week.
wonder if zza accepted the AIA job.

enough of ranting!
pictures in FB! =]

2010-03-10T22:17:00.003+08:00

Time really flies when you're playing a fool
and just splurging money like nobody's business.
haha.
today i just shrunk my own age and went to
a birthday party which consisted of mainly 11 year old kids.
i became a nanny instead
and brought those kids down to play monkey.
but i really liked it especially because i'm the tallest amongst them.
and who's this little kid i'm referring to?
it's none other than my little tutee.
haha.
played Game of Life with them,
been such a long time since I played that game.
it kind of gets boring after a while.

it's been a week after we went clubbing at zirca,
and also celebrated zza's birthday.
next up will be nikki's birthday already.
it's so so fast.
wanna watch nodame cantabile.
i think it's a really nice show.
but my dear will not appreciated it
and doze off.
this will be what happens when a person who don't appreciate music.
music is the best thing ever.
an international language.

tomorrow will be going for a job interview.
i really wonder what kind of job is it although i already got shortlisted for it.
something related to HR,
and there's commission too!
so i wonder how the comm works.
maybe it's just a nicer work title for being a telemarketer.
sending many resumes out but there seems to be little response from the people.
kinda sad nobody wants to hire me. =(

hope myrin and nikki actually enjoyed their prom.
for nikki it must be quite exciting since it's her first prom.
we didn't have prom in secondary school since it was really freaking expensive.
but having prom could be quite a hassle
because you have to purchase the dress, make up and do the hair.
i really wonder how many other themes schools can come up with.
but i think a repeat will not be a bad thing,
after all the batch only graduates once,
not too big a deal actually.

thinking of moving out from blog shops,
creative juices aren't working now....
chicken talk sounds interesting,
but i wonder if it will be hard to maintain the gist?

2010-03-05T22:54:00.004+08:00

didn't feel like updating today but since i saw all the pictures up
den i shall update a little on zza's birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZZA!
i'm one day late but it's okay
because we wished her twice a day.

went zirca and the experience was somewhat alright.
haha the four of us seriously cannot club together.
zza and i can be high anywhere but lydia and nikki....erm...
haha.
we need to get more RAH RAH factor.
but the 20 free drinks that the 4 of us could get were like so many lar!
we couldn't finish and had like 10 free drink coupons left.
but it was alright.
our clubbing trip was only worth $5.
haha just for the cab fare we shared.
cool huh.
stayed over at lam's house and slept at around 530,
with all those tossing and turning with nikki beside.
being treated worse than prisoners by lydia.
=P
my throat is totally dry and almost hoarse.
if zza reads this, no fried food on sunday please!
=]

sign up for jobs but nobody wants me YET.
that's kind of sad because nobody actually bother to reply
whether they have seen your sent resume or at least tell you that
you have been rejected.
better than just hanging you there and
waiting,waiting,waiting....
been diligently tagging for royalberries,
in the hope that someone would buy our stuff.
i really wish to have a flea market.
but i think the girls are real lazy to like prepare
and set up the stall and stuff.
it can be really tough work you know.

my cousin got her A level results today!
i think she fared not too badly.
maybe we might end up in the same course next time.
hehe.
can't imagine mixing with the younger ones next time.

time for peeektures! peek-a-boo!

2010-03-02T22:23:00.004+08:00

it's the start of the holidays and one word to describe it.
FUN!
monday was the most free day ever and no one asked me out.
when i'm not free the other days everyone asks to go out.
but it's okay, when there's fun, there's surely available time.
but monday did not end blue, we went to have supper!
first time nikki driving us out.
it was superb fun.
getting us all so giggly and excited about the drive at night.
though small talks were limited, we had much fun nevertheless.

today was workout day!
even the furthest from bedok came to pioneer.
how great was that.
just the 8 of us.
including bib's friend.
worked out together at the gym.
it wasn't supposed to be at the gym lar,
not for the rain at the wrong time.
i'm glad that these 2 days have been quite fruitful though.

tomorrow will be another round!
let's party!
=]

sunday it was out to celebrate ah ma's birthday.
she's 70 plus already i guess.
really very old although i keep complaining that i'm quite old.
going into the big 2 soon!
i'm really not excited to get into that age but i guess i've just gotta do it.
and also not forgetting harry's birthday at the same time!
he's a big 20 already following closely behind myrin.
we had quite a great talk there at Sembawang Park though it was quite
long before i reached home.
haha.

2010-02-27T23:17:00.002+08:00

i finally finished my papers yesterday!
i can be like semi graduated? HAHA.
my last paper was nearly losing steam already.
but baby seemed to be really enthu about ending it.
probably he thinks that he could get his only A there.
=X
now are plans to just go all way out to party!
but whether there is enough money to spend.
it's really hard to find a job when i've got tuition for twice a week.
so crap it!
just gonna do tuition, do my diploma for piano and erm go crazy and wild?
that's kind of hard lar but just see first lar.

yesterday was really a lonely friday.
when everyone was out and happy on a TGIF.
and me,
after watching Dear John with classmates
and off i went for tuition.
they kept dissuading me to go teach,
but i definitely need to teach to feed myself.
haha.
stayed at home for more than 4 hours home alone.
with the television and msn to accompany me.
i guess i really hate quietness for such a long period of time.
and thanks to him,
i found out that many people were much nicer and caring than him.
he's so irritating.
feel like chopping his head, hands and legs.
throwing his phone into the incinerator and burn it.
he doesn't read so i don't care.
humph.

morning!
went to marina barrage with louisa.
support cass for her final year event for uni.
it was terribly hot in the afternoon lar.
but we went to the roof top and eventually it was windy.
which was really nice because many people were flying kites.
and i'm such a kuku of not flying kites before in my lifetime of 19 years.
bring me out one day to fly kite okay? =]

evening!
met up with jh to have dinner.
carl's jr at JP!
saw edmund too and it was like years after that he actually acknowledged me.
usually in school he treats me like i'm transparent or something.
so what if you are tall huh!!
haha so sorry i have so much angst today.
but it's nice catching up with people to have meals and talking sessions.

mummy went for her RGPS gathering today.
imagine meeting your primary school friends after donkey years.
let's see...
about 35 years?
that's freaking long lar.
my primary school friends have difficulty picking suitable dates to meet up already lar.
and this is the second attempt.
everyone's schedule is hectic.
i doubt i will attend my primary school gathering in 30 years.
haha, maybe for secondary school i will still consider.
and i heard the oldest kid they have at 49 was like my age!
i think that's kind of old that they got married late.
but they are more hip than my mom.
and they use facebook.
haha.

tomorrow will be another happening day.
it's grandma's birthday and will be at harry's bbq party.
full of fabulous treats.
but i doubt at the bbq we will get much food with so many people we don't know.
i'm shy at huge crowds.
=X
lights out!

2010-02-20T11:31:00.002+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
i'm still not late in wishing everyone that.
hee.
the week has been super uber duper busy.
and i'm just getting a breather on a saturday morning
to blog on what's been happening.

hong baos were a great must to collect for CNY.
mummy's side will be always the one with the greatest amount.
although i don't really like to go over to their houses.
it'll always be so so so packed like the house is gonna explode or something.
but not too bad too since can see so many little ones.
okay i'm getting a little contradicting here.
but yea,
the festive mood is still there because i've really not much mood to study.
but since this is the last lap,
it's ALL THE WAY!!

had psychology paper and csb role play yesterday.
paper was not too bad,
had a few tikam answers because i didn't have
sufficient time to finish reading the last 2 topics.
luckily it was mcq lar if not i'll be dead meat.
csb role play was fine too but betty kept saying we
were too happy having a meeting
but whatever lar,
it's so hard to have a serious meeting
especially calling your classmates
Ms Hidayah, Ms Yamnie, Mr Jeffrey and GM.
haha it's kind of odd lar.

it's just 2 papers left and that will be the end of school.
i'm wanting to look for a job but there's a catch here,
that i've got tuition and piano lessons.
that takes up 2 days of my week.
i need to look for a job that requires only 3 days a week.
what should i go for?
any idea?
if not i'll be a penniless little kid.
hahaha.
but there's a position at the resorts world
to be a cashier to collect the levy fee.
kind of interested in it.
but i guess it's a daily job.
hmmmmm.

2010-02-10T20:59:00.003+08:00

The losing team...

The happy winning team!!

I'M FINALLY BACK!
stress free after today's presentation.
tomorrow is the submitting of 2 reports,
and i guess that marks the start of tests and exams.
but at least i get to have a breather from everything.
slept at 3 this morning and woke up at 6.
even before i dreamt of anything it was morning.
was just like a zombie.
but amazingly,
i'm still quite awake!

overall quite satisfied with project marks.
though a few marks short of an A,
i feel that efforts were well put in
and we tried our best,
just that sometimes the teachers are quite picky and fussy.

lots of events that i didn't really talk about.
but saturday was the best after BD presentation.
it was like hip hip hooray.
went to Manhattan Fish Market to celebrate Myrin's birthday.
and played bowling with the class for the first time.
the bowling balls were all so heavy lar.
wonder why they don't stock up lighter weight balls
and better maintained shoes.
since it was a relaxing weekend,
we sat at starbucks and asked nonsense questions to each other.
and i still owe myrin a present.
that's a tough problem to crack.
hee.

ANYWAY!
before i forget,
ROYALBERRIES has stocked up our mini CNY collection.
so do take a look yea?
you might find something nice for yourself.

more pictures will be up in Facebook!
my daddy's laptop is a little lao kok kok.
HAHA.

2010-02-02T22:52:00.002+08:00

It's PSYCHOLOGY class again today!!
i'm like doing a repeat of what the teacher taught today lar.
but anyway it was yet another fun lesson on developmental psychology.
almost similar to what we learnt in biology last time.
she asked us to bring our baby photos to class today.
it's tagged in FB!
you can go check it out!
most of them look alike.
but people from 02 were not so enthu luh.
only like 2 of them brought their baby photos.
i think maybe they're shy?
but like that a bit wet blanket lar.

yesterday and today were the best days of my week.
i could go home as early as 2 and 3pm.
haha.
my projects are all almost wrapped up.
and i'm ready to get into the study mode.
university applications are open
and it's really a chore to write short essays to promote yourself.
photocopying the documents is already quite troublesome,
what more paying them to read your achievements.
if I were working in any of the universities,
I would reject all applicants except for those I know
and I'll accept them, making sure that they get into their courses.
hee.

lazy to upload pictures already.
using the desktop is really more troublesome
because i gotta plug my hard disk in.
so ya,
plain blog posts.hee.
SORRY!

2010-01-29T23:33:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH BOY!
he's such an old man now.
hahaha but his face doesn't make a difference
because he already looks old anyway.
hee.
had a fun time at Shokudo with lots of delicious food.
quite a worth while place to visit.
lots of variety to pick from
but the portion is really filling.
spend quite a long time eating there
and waiting for farhan
because of his ntu talk thingy.
but the place was really like empty
maybe it was like 4 to 5pm
so it's like an odd timing
to have a meal at that time.
it was like lunch cum dinner lar.
been a long time since we went out together already.
missed all their yakking.

today for csb lesson it was totally like an english lesson lar.
teach us how to use direct and indirect speeches
and subjunctive verbs.
i can never get all these terms right.
adverbs, adjective phrases, gerunds.
i just judge whether it's correct by whether it sounds correct.
if it sounds weird, means it's wrong.
haha.

tomorrow will be out with nikki for ntu talk.
i hope it will not be boring.
waking up early to go to suntec to the talk
should be worth the while....
RIGHT????
i've got a whole list of blogshops now.
i'm so glad i asked around.
i can stay home and shop all day.
but when you like the stuff,
it's either pending or sold.
so you gotta be fast.
if not that's it.

enjoy your weekends!!
the photos are taking so long to load.
tomorrow shall load them!!
tata!
=]

2010-01-26T22:30:00.002+08:00

Another interesting day at school with psych!
i like the module the best.
today it was presentations from major depressive disorder/bipolar
and also anorexia and bulimia.

Those people who always sleep late must take note!
There is a great chance for you to actually get depressive disorder.
so we should get enough rest everyday and sleep as early as possible.
don't make your body suffer with you.
and the prime time to sleep is actually from 11pm-2am
so that your internal organs can rest.

projects are finishing up one by one.
getting lighter burdens each day.
tomorrow is one more presentation off and i'm really relieved.
BMG Period 5 results are out and we're finally 2nd!
so so glad that after much strategies we're finally doing it right.
fyp is on 6th feb and i totally cannot wait for that day to come.
it means end of projects and start of exams.
but i only have 2 papers.
hehe.

and zza is bringing me out on Sunday!!
yay!
at least someone brings me out to shop.
i've been desperately asking everyone in class
whether they have bought cny clothes.
all of them only bought 1 set the most.
most prepared is myrin already.
bought early in the year.
what a great move!
but never mind!
i'll carry on looking for clothes to wear.
=]

2010-01-23T23:36:00.004+08:00

today was finally a time to rest and relax.

went for lydia's IS module event for bowling @ CDANS.

had a fun time seeing zhaolong, nikki, lydia, jiaqi and kelvin.

it's been so long since i met them.

and good that we actually meet and destress together.

zza should get off her fyp and join us.

haven't even gotten some new year clothes.

the blogshops have clothes that are not really appealing to me leh.

so if you can recommend me any nice blogshops.

do tell me yea?

we had like 2 games of bowling and when we finished,

we still had time to spare while nikki went to meet auriel.

so lydia suggested going to arcade.

sweat it out on the basketball game.

it's really tiring to always tiptoe due to my "midgetness".

hahahah.

and it was Swenson's for dinner!

super filling especially with the dessert.

but i think it's really nice and chocolaty.

jie still thinks banana split is nicer but i shall stick to my choice.

hee.

dearest sent me home today and we went strolling to the stadium.

it was quite windy unlike now, which is bloody humid.

but the stars we saw were really pretty.

there were like 3 in a row.

even if i took a picture,

i doubt it will be captured.

your eyes will forever be the best camera around.

just need to endure for 1 more month and i'll be skipping my way around.

because i'll be a diploma graduate!

so proud of myself.

haha.

time to earn some money already.

okay enough talk.

it's time to get my ass on some projects done and early night

to prepare for project discussion tomorrow.

2010-01-21T23:30:00.002+08:00

the week is finally ending.
i'm so really relieved.
a game of bowling over the weekends will really help.
been really too stressed out
with stupid projects and stuff.
the business management game
is getting more and more sucky each time we play it.
the whole game is like screwed unlike the trial game.
4 more projects to go and 2 more reports to go.
i gotta hang in there.
i feel like i'm just like a zombie already.
and many are falling sick very frequently during this
stressed out period.
so do take care!

=]

2010-01-15T23:11:00.004+08:00

hello everyone!

i'm back again!

not that i didn't want to update.

was very busy with lots of stuff and

PLUS!

my stupid laptop is down.

now the screen has gone blank and can't do anything about it.

reformatting it will take a freaking long time lar.

i shall just stick to using the desktop first.

and daddy has updated it to Windows 7.

so no harm. =]

everything has been so crammed up.

need to squeeze all my programs into very tight timings.

but i like this kind of lifestyle.

keeps you from thinking too much.

have you ever realised when you are too free

and have too much on time on hand,

you will tend to wonder about weird stuff

and your mind thinks of stupid questions and get paranoid?

i do sometimes...

so it's better to be kept busy.

today has been a busy day.

but it's an enjoyable day.

went to school in the afternoon,

good that she ended early then i could go driving.

driving was good today.

it only happens when i'm angry with jie.

i dunno why.

it's just like that.

if you're wondering why i'm angry with him.

it's just our little agreement that if he misses class by 15 mins.

cold shoulder will start.

dislike him to be late.

haha i think i'm such a strict girlfriend.

but imagine you always go on dates and the guy is always late.

i admit i'm usually late but he's later OKAYYY!

so it's fair and square leh.

this is self consolation.

back to topic!

it was nice of ah boy to drive me from gombak to boon lay for tuition.

my schedule today was like back to back.

and finally after tuition,

met up with lai yee for dinner.

but in the end we saw jian feng and xin long.

so we had dinner together at MOS.

their lives as ah bengs really very happening LARR.

talk about what gang and what gang fight,

slashing with knives.

of course i won't be part of it,

but listening to it is like something extraordinary from your life.

spices it up.

hee.

i look forward to weekends every week ever since school started.

is just a time for me to finish up my projects

and just tie up loose ends from the week.

most importantly!

i get my beauty sleep again.

hope you people enjoyed your week too!

sorry for so many words but no pictures.

2010-01-06T22:19:00.003+08:00

Been wanting to blog since the start of school
but tiredness just got the better of me.
thought that first day will be relaxed and a happy day,
but never thought that more projects were on the way.
now we're choked up with 6 projects with really tight schedules
all due on the third week of jan.
which is freaking near!!
but with faith!
i'm sure we can do it.
HAHA.

though school has been hectic,
3B01 has been coping with it well.
we're still fun loving people!
exchanged our angel and mortal presents
and my lovely angel, Jeffrey gave me 2 small cups.
a winnie the pooh and chip and dale.
it's really cute lar but so so small like one gulp and the water's gone.
hee.
monday was dead boring and tiring.
i'm really making full use of zza's organiser.
everything is like highlighted and have events in them already.

i think yesterday was the best day for the week.
i love psychology class really much.
we tried to be blind people today.
blindfolding each other and walking around school.
kind of retarded but didn't know that the blind must hold you around the arm area
in order to give them some reassurance.
tried going up and down the stairs,
going to the toilet and drinking water from the cooler!
and not forgetting taking photo blinded and the girls
almost made me go into the guys' toilet.
i'm still quite good at my directions okayyy.
the teacher shared with us this principle and it's really good.

the 90/10 principle:
90% of the time we can control how we react to situations
10% of the time we cannot control situations

so whatever happens, it is your reaction that will control how the situation goes,
will it turn out good or bad?
that depends whether you actually think carefully before you act.
don't burst out into anger too quickly when provoked, hurting everyone around you.
instead, reflect upon yourself and make the situation into a positive one.
life would be really much better and beautiful.
try it!

watched alvin and the chipmunks with wj.
it was really really cute
and the cinema which screened it was the grand cathay.
so imagine the number of empty seats available.
we just sat as though it was our house.
i totally loved theodore the most!
i think everyone does too!
and the main point is that it was by jesse mccartney.
haha.
both the person and the chipmunk are fabulous. =D
back to school after watching movie to do club stuff.
i think i lead a kind of sad life.
hee.
did the board to be displayed for open house.
it was just zihao and i.
and it was until 10pm before we left school.
thanks to my angel, lydia who helped me draw the letters.
and i'm really glad that they are back to their original status.
it was nice seeing her in school.

and lastly!!
i must display this to everyone!
my favorite car of 2010!
ferrari 458 italia.
the car in red is totally HOT!

BACK TO COMPILING REPORT!! =]

2010-01-02T23:09:00.005+08:00

Happy new year everyone!
this will be a year full of changes but most importantly,
must be full of joyous moments too!
2010 marks the end of our journey in poly,
people might go to universities or work and the army for boys,
means my dearest and jia long will all be in army.
at least we girls can still hang out with each other.
and may Royalberries be more prosperous than last year!
looking forward to a great and wonderful year ahead!
dearest and i have made resolutions and i really hope we keep to it.

countdown was not really fun.
but is the people you are with that makes the whole thing exciting.
the noise from the television was just background sound to get us talking.
we played monopoly and i owned all 4 mrt stations in the second round!
haha zhao long was the funniest and gave us money like water
until he just gave up and combined forces with dia.
super cute.
and this year i wasn't the first one to sleep okay!!
jenga on the mattress was fun and also labyrinth,
watching zza play like an isolated child while we were playing monopoly.
HAHA.
fireworks this year wasn't as nice.
we just count down like every other year.
maybe as you grow older, the feeling of it subsides somehow.
i'm going to turn 20 this year.
it's too fast!
is like i just turned 19 not too long ago.

and lydia was so random to mention about going to the zoo.
so on the first day of the new year.
we went to the zoo!
actually i just dream of going home to sleep
since i didn't sleep well enough.
but everyone was going so well, is the people that matters.
last time i went to the zoo without watching any animal shows.
but this time!
we went to watch the splash show by the seals and penguins.
super adorable but it rained towards the end.
everyone took their umbrellas out and ran for shelter even before
the person finished speaking.
nobody sheltered the girl lar!
and she was quite drenched then some kind lady went over to shelter her.
after walking around the kids world,
we took the bus home and it was super crowded!
zhao long and dia rushed up like nobody's business lar.
haha and is not that we dunno how to rush lar dia,
is because we made nikki and zza go up first and let the elderly up
so ended up the last ones.
but at least we made it up the bus.
and it was off to eating steamboat!
been a long time since i ate ever since the trip to China.

the food was not too bad.
considered quite affordable but i still think the ones at marina were better.
the gas was terrible and it made us choke and tear.
dunno what kind of gas they use lar!

1 January 2010, a lovely day to commemorate.
good night everyone!
let's expect a great year ahead!

2009-12-31T00:09:00.003+08:00

my last post for the year!
beginning to feel quite excited as 2010 approaches.
told ah boy it will be weird writing the date.
like 01-01-10?
cool huh?

it was a movie marathon day yesterday.
watched sherlock holmes with dearest first in the afternoon
and avatar with nikki, zza and dearest after the first movie.
sherlock holmes was really funny and the way he made his analysis
were super cool lar.
nikki will vouch for it too!
but a pity the guy sitting in front of me had a head that was as big as a rock.
then dearest and i had to move our heads here and there
just to see the images.
irritating fellow.
avatar was equally good too.
we were fortunate to have zza with the mastercard.
if not we weren't able to book tickets.
the queue at cwp was terribly long.
as though people haven't watched movies for a long long time.
and we saw this girl in the cinema
wearing shades and listening to music.
is like what the hell..
coming alone to watch a movie, sitting at the wrong seat
and doing weird stuff.
isn't there any other behavior which is more queer than hers?
haha.
i think watching avatar will be even more cool if it's in 3D.
but i guess it was due to habit.
since we were used to watching movies at couple seats,
the row that we were at made our backsides a little numb
since it was kind of cram.
but never mind, it's the people that you watch with that matters right?

and when i was back home,
saw this mountain of books sitting at home.
daddy went to buy loads of assessment books due to the voucher he had.
he said it's good investment.
HAHA.
and bought me so many assessment books for primary 5.
i felt as though i'm the one going back to primary school luh.
i must study the science already.
feel very detached especially for animal cycles and plants.
i still love the body very much.
especially the digestive system and heart.
mrs chuah has taught us well.
=]

anyway!
noticed the change to the color of the blog?
it has become a bright and cheery color to usher the new year!
let's see if you're clever enough to get round the navigation.
press the words "looking for or all this time"
it will take you to either the tag board or links.
the intro is redundant if not you won't know whose blog is this in the first place.
okay i'm off to sleep.
don't wanna forfeit for being the first to sleep tomorrow.
HAHA.
an advanced HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2009-12-27T23:20:00.005+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!
okay this greeting came a little late.
but it's better late than never.
hee.
my christmas was a nice and warm one.
ranging from a city to a neighborhood celebration.
morning went to church and brought laiyee, zza and dearest.
hope they enjoyed themselves there.
my friends were so excited to meet dearest.
it's like he's a popular star.
because of xx's news that spreaded SOOO quickly.
HAHA.
after which it was treat from my brother to have lunch
at the nepalese restaurant and the briyani was really spicy.
we went shopping at 313@somerset.
i finally get to see it after spending my days in china.
not too bad with 4 levels of F21,cotton on, zara and uni qlo are all there.
but i don't see much difference for the shops.
is all about the same leh.

while waiting for nikki,
zza and i were like quite sua ku and didn't take the circle line before.
so dearest brought us there and just took like 3 stops only.
and we met nikki at woodlands!
(someone has finally gotten a FB acc..HAHA)
went to snip some hair off @ Janess' place.
now my hair is less bushy.
HAHA.
and last but not least,
it was a mini housewarming at zza's place.
i would say her new place is kind of warm and comfy.
and i received their presents already!
nikki made a calendar and zza made an organiser.
i shan't let out my secret present yet.
but i hope they will like my idea of it.
=]

hope to meet up with them soon!
which will be real real quick. =]
few more days before it becomes 2010.
and i guess it's been years since i blogged.
gonna change my blogskin too.
the person apparently is not active anymore.
and my christmas tree is gone.
HAHA.
time for photos!
check out the rest @ FB!

yesterday went for yaya's gig @ ben and jerry's!
it was just weixian, jeff, dearest and ah boy! (including me of course)
i must tell you the stupidest thing i did.
haha.
ah boy keeps saying i'm really stupid. -.-
i ordered banana split for us to share.
and i came back with only three scoops,
i said, "it's so weird, how come banana split no banana leh?"
he told me to go ask the person.
but i thought nothing was wrong so i just sat down and we ate the ice cream.
after 10 mins, i thought long and hard, which was when i decided to ask about the banana.
i went back to the counter and the girl knew that my bananas were missing.
so she added the bananas and topped up a bit more of the m&ms topping too.
is good in a way though.
at least i realised my mistake OKAYYYY!
after that they went to play pool @ POMO.
it's a new place by K pool.
the balls are really new and shiny.
didn't have any more cash to play so just sat and played ah boy's itouch.
dactyl is just my favorite game because i get to wipe out his score board.
HAHA.
work hard to take over my score. =P

results for spore idol is out!
stupid sezairi won!
not that i want him to lose.
but is just that sylvia is like so so much better.
and arsenal won against aston villa...
so is like they have taken over man u's second place,
pushing them to third place.
man u better win for tonite's match!!!
go man u!!

2009-12-23T23:10:00.004+08:00

woots!
i'm finally back from china.
nearly died from the cold there.
the temperature was ranging from -4 to 4.
staying in the freezer would be the best description already.
missed the weather in Singapore, but it's good to experience winter once in awhile.
missed the food in Singapore, besides having 8 dishes and 1 soup every meal.
the soup is like seaweed soup...
i've learnt to drink chinese tea though since they always stress that it's healthy.
missed my daddy, brothers, beauty sleep and my bed!
though the hotel had comfy beds,they don't have bolsters.
took 400 over photos but mostly were scenic views.
shall just pick some important ones for commenting.
hehe.

i shall stress that china is really a NICE PLACE.
just that the people or majority of the people destroy the place.
some of them are really talented and creative,
just that they exploit these traits.
it will be really nice if the people will STOP...
spitting along the roads...
sell fake goods...
having poor attitudes for service...
jump queues in toilets or counters...
have better driving rules and regulations...but the police there have quite great authority...
and in order to earn money, they take photo of you when you are posing for another camera.
when you come back the same way, they're ready with the photo and frame together with it.
too freaky...

talking about fake goods,
their underground commodity market is really an eye opener.
behind shelves there are more goods behind the scenes!
is like a magic walk in cupboard.
super cool.
this is called "don't judge a book by its cover"
you people should really go see.

and the tour is just a scam tour.
they make you buy green tea on the first day,
chrysanthemum on the second,
jades, precious stones, fengshui stuffs, pearl essence cream and many more
just to get their commission.
they totally cost a bomb.
i just look forward to food and shopping each day.
HAHA.
the one day that we went on free and easy at shanghai was the best.
just shopped without caring about the time.
tour groups have so limited time frame of like 1 hour when the place is so big??
they just want us to spend more money and time on their commissioned products.

oh yes,
i'll throw in the fact that they are really poor in English.
HAHA.
look at these...

but alright lar overall the experience was still not too bad..
the ERA show was terrific!
with the motorcycles in the hamster ball like..
a pity you can't take photos in there.

Christmas Tree with Heineken bottles...

Our version of Polo sweet!Their useless traffic lights...HAHA..

2009-12-11T18:24:00.006+08:00

Great things have happened these few days.
too tired and lazy to upload the photos.
so waited till i'm really free to do everything one shot!
papers are over! only 2 so is not too big a deal.hee.
but so irritating that i forgot one point for eir.
thinking of it makes me so angry.
think i'll lose 3 marks just for that.
hope she'll be lenient.

tuesday after paper!
it was a K session with our usual people at topone!
we just love to sing K after every tests and exams.
our favorite recreation activity.
and we have a member joining the singing clique.
It's Pei Hoon!
really rare that she will join us for K.
but it was a pity that the Japanese songs there
had the titles but no names of the singers,
really misleading because most of the songs
were not what she wanted.
even the english songs though it was the correct song,
no lyrics also quite pointless.
so it was not really good service.
party world or K box would be better i guess.

wednesday!
it was our first year anniversary.
time seems to fly real quickly.
and next year all our boys will go army
to train and be fit already.
will see them all botak too!
wahaha.
went to several places with ah jie.
first to the movies, watching Storm Warriors.
he was so afraid i'll be bored to death since it's in Mandarin
with English subtitles.
but the storyline was kind of short and simple.
not as nice as Red Cliff.
i can watch Red Cliff with no problem so this should be easy peasy.
haha.
next show i wanna watch will be Couples Retreat.
but it seems like i might miss it by the time i come back from China.
maybe can get to watch it on the plane.
the kuku China Eastern might not have the movie though.
next up,
was to the flyer!
he managed to save some money
since there was someone to actually give us tickets as his friends were not turning up.
kind of a pity but at least we should have paid him half price.
but he just gave us for free!
what a nice CHEENA person i've met SO FAR!
=P
flyer was nice!
with just the 2 of us in it at 10pm.
the scenery was pretty too especially at night.
looking at the skyscrapers.
when the IR is done,
i think the scene will just be perfect.
=]
but my cam night mode a bit sucky.
so pardon for the shaky pictures.

i love the gift that he gave me.
though i really didn't expect that it was so expensive.
thanks alot dearest and also to the CHEENA man.
and the next day for lunch!
it was at bugis junction with him again,
at Nanxiang Restaurant or something like that.
the serving is really quite filling and the price is not too bad for a meal.
so should try it out. =]
i guess it's a little better above Din Tai Fung.
the price is affordable too.
i'm promoting food now.
i love promoting food.
especially when you have very few places to go in Singapore.

TODAY! (you must be thinking...like finally...HAHA)
went with laiyee to renew her account for driving.
she's finally like starting again.
i hope she does persevere this time.
already planned the essential guide to progress from BTT to practical.
haha.
but BBDC really is daylight robbery.
since her account expired in May 2009,
we thought that topping it up once would be enough.
but we topped up once and the next period was Nov 2009,
equivalent to that we must update again.
-.- so retarded right.
so after updating then it renews to May 2010.
which is like not long later you gonna renew again.
singapore is such a money eating country
but at least it's safe to live in.
=]

OUR FAVORITE SNACK!!

i'm going over to see more CHEENAs over at China soon!
though my void deck has many of them.
HAHA.
i dunno what gifts are nice to get there.
so don't expect anything too great girls!
love you and be back on 22nd!

2009-12-04T22:48:00.004+08:00

Before i dive down to study services marketing!
it's time to blog again since i'm almost quite free from projects for now.
csb interview just ended.
overall gotten 78 marks.
but we feel that it's unfair.
since like she gave too many As
to the previous groups and now, she needs
to ensure we don't get As.
not saying that i'm jealous or whatsoever in anyway.
but is either she doesn't even tell us the marks,
or wait till she moderates then revealing the marks will still deem alright.
but even how much she wants to up the marks for me,
it'll still be a 79?
i rather get 2 marks below A then 1.
HAHA.

went back for tuition today!
it's primary 5 now.
and the syllabus is getting more chim.
her grandmama really fed me with lots of stuff today.
bee hoon, sunny side egg and a hot cup of coffee.
i didn't had to have dinner.
what a fabulous meal.
i think my gender nouns are quite atrocious too.
HAHA.
i didn't know what was the male version of vixen.
and forgot the male version of a bitch!
HAHA. i told her it was a booch.
=.=
and collective nouns suck..
let me ask you..
a cluster of ??
a bevy of??
a posse of??
i must go revise first before teaching her.
if not i'll teach her all the wrong stuff.
but her primary 4 results were fairly good.
getting herself in the top class. =]
proud of myself!

stuck to "You're Beautiful".
i think the show is really hilarious.
the story plot may be similar to how a girl acts to be a boy.
like Hana Kimi and such.
however, the humor injected to it was excellent.
and looking at Lee Hong Ki longer makes me have the
feel of Wang Ren Fu in the show.
AND HE'S LIKE OUR AGE?!
can't believe it LAR!!
he's really cute in the show with a playful character.
auntie gang finished watching the show already lar!
i'm still following behind.
because i've been really hardworking!
=P

mummy bought a new christmas tree!
though not a HUGE standing one,
it sprays out white foam balls like snow
and has the reindeer and santa revolving around,
having christmas carols playing too.
i feel the festive season approaching really quickly.
soon it'll be looking at fireworks on 31st dec.
can't wait!

oh wait...what happened to our date for 2012?
i think i can watch the video already.
HAHA.

2009-12-02T19:57:00.002+08:00

Hello there world!
before i leave to study with ah boy.
shall update first since is like almost a week since i updated.
the week has been busy and moving along very quickly.
today had SB Achievers' Function.
it was really a drag with the people speaking.
but the skit put up by Abbas and gang were really good.
their dancing were fabulous.
hee.
even Willy Wong, Tan Lii Chong all started to be in the performances.
they are super super cute!
and i got my cert as the...
President of Piano Ensemble Club!
beside me there were no one sitting.
super sad.
nobody to talk to.
luckily sophia was behind so we talked throughout.
=]

tomorrow will be HRIS test already.
i hope i do everything right tomorrow.
won't want any errors to surface.
if not it'll be super troublesome.
i can't wait for tests to be done.
and it'll be HOLIDAY!!
yay!!

and soon it'll be Christmas and New Year!
goodness, it's years that i am having a blog already.
and China here i come soon!
i'm gonna suffer in the cold there.
hehe.
anyway, if you know of any guy blogshops tell me yea?
=]

2009-11-27T12:32:00.003+08:00

it's such a long time since i blogged.
one whole long week of tiredness.
because i wanted to stay up to wish everyone happy birthday.
some were successful but some were not.
HAHA.
so let's say HAPPY BIRTHDAY once again to:
Sophia - 23 Nov
Yamnie - 24 Nov
Jie's sister - 25 Nov
Kang Hao - 26 Nov
and finally...
Wan Ying - 27 Nov.

never experienced one week full of birthdays.
if we were to celebrate for all of them.
think my pocket will be seriously burnt.
celebrated Kang Hao's birthday on saturday.
session of KTV-ing.
we can see all the photos from nic's blog.
and Yamnie and Wan Ying's on wednesday!
can see the pictures up on Facebook.
but i particularly like the collage i did for the winnie the pooh.
bought yamnie a big plush toy, small keychain and a mug of winnie the pooh.
everyone loved the big plush toy and wanted to take a picture of it.
the guys look so cute carrying it.

year end is coming soon.
and it will be next year.
that's like super fast.
next week is gonna be a busy week too.
preparing for interview, going back for tuition and preparing for tests.
and before you know it,
i'll be in China.
can't wait to be back in Singapore for Christmas.
missed christmas last year already.
=]

and oh,
i failed the dumb driving.
as expected.
this time i think i'm just gonna squeeze myself dry by paying myself.
don't dare to ask from daddy though.
still need to continue for theory lessons.
just try to pass the next one.
and i'll just recoup my losses.
can't wait to earn more money in the holidays though.
any sponsors will be greatly appreciated too.
HAHA.
i'm having an open mind to this.

i love my class.
can't wait to go K after tests again.
it's been quite awhile.
is the feeling of having 4A back.
cheerios!

i'm not gonna change my blogskin till after christmas.
HAHA.
can't find a nicer christmas skin.
just get used to the scrolls yea?
=P

2009-11-19T00:28:00.003+08:00

shall do a short post tonight since it's getting late.
just finished up my tutorial.
this few weeks i've been a very good girl and finish up my work before classes. =]
today was quite a fun day!
in school,
wennie did something that a normal MAN could not do.
which is to bend the spoon while eating her chicken cutlet.
HAHAHAHA.
super funny lar.
but the utensils itself were quite flimsy
and the cleaner thought she bended it on purpose.
started giving her a short lecture,
saying that no wonder so many utensils have gone missing.
poor wennie.
i got ripped off today at this stupid stall!!
so angry luh.
the previous stall auntie would charge quite a high price
but not as high as this!!
last time when i ordered 3 dishes,
it will be $3.
now i order lasagna and wedges (which was a miserable portion and few wedges)
he charged me $3.20.
goodness gracious.
and they don't even sell my favorite vegetable anymore!!
i'm so gonna boycott that stall.
humph.

went for this career talk which does profiling of your character.
found it super motivational.
i'm a earth person!
which means i'll lead an above average life,
however i shouldn't over analyze things.
i'll make it big in life.
HAHAHA (i really do hope it's true)
they even do free profiling for us.
i think he's so cool.
Mr Thomas Matthews.

after school,
went JP with ah boy to Popular
and met Nikki baby(if you know what i mean..=P)!
had KFC and talked over dinner.
we were really bu jian bu san.
luckily nikki's phone survived abit for her to message saying she'll be late.
people really can't survive without a phone these days.
unless they know you're away or something.
okay now for pictures!!
look at the spoon!!
i shan't upload ur bushy hair pictures.
HAHAHA.

2009-11-17T23:28:00.003+08:00

it's a Tuesday!
don't like this week.
is making me more and more nervous.
with TP coming.
and i seriously think that i will fail.
haha.
the percentage of passing will be 30%.
=P

ended CSB mock interview and PSYCH debate.
mock was still not too bad because just a few questions asked.
finally portfolio is done and i love flipping through to view my own certs.
hee.
debate was not too bad.
so irritated by the andrew who indirectly said we had no evidence blah blah.
slap his bloody face.
audrey also spoke like super CHHEEENNAAA.
cannot take it.
hear her speaking makes me wanna laugh.
and the day before,
wx kept asking us not to be angry
if he came up with any stunts.
which is his forte.
in the end,
nothing much what.
it was just an illustration with laksa.
so lame.
waste money buying the food also.
in the end they ate the cold laksa. -.-

i loved Sunday though!
helped mummy out with her K1 kids at church.
everyone of them were super duper cute.
chatterboxes and cheeky words.
haha.
show you some pictures of them.

yesterday!
had club meeting.
a few people turned up only which was kinda sad.
but the new member who joined.
i would say was kinda cute.
HAHA.
=P
just love guys who wear braces.
a fetish.
busy with the upcoming concert and camp.
so many things to do.

ONE MORE THING!
royalberries is having a sale!
so please do invite your friends over to have a look at our collection!
WHILE STOCKS LAST!! =]

This is Auntie Ruby with the twins and Alexis!