Tuesday, January 10, 2012 @ 11:11:00 PM


We have entered 10 days into the new year.
but i still don't feel any buzz about it.
wonder if it's something to yay about or to nay about.
everyone is experiencing different things in their lives this period.
like the anxiety of not knowing what to do after ORD,
not knowing which school to go to after O's,
don't know if they will meet someone right in this new year,
don't know if they can last through their relationships this year.
so many obstacles people face each and everyday.
but i'm sure everyone has been there and done that throughout these 20 years of their lives.

i'm still swimming in my own pool for financial mgmt.
not knowing which direction i'm heading to.
apprehensive in starting an exam question,
because i know i will just be thrown into a whirlpool.
suddenly in mid course,
i wonder why i'm pursuing a degree.
will i really embark on a HR job in the end?
a career in teaching piano seems to be much more fulfilling
and money spinning job where I won't be bounded to a desk in future.
being a vagabond for a job seems quite appealing to my present state now though.
shall consider this in the coming year when i graduate.
there's still time to ponder over this decision.